having to babysit and not knowing who i am supposed to babysit..either this asian kid with a mom who is very lax or kathy cook...my mom has bought a new house just for herself and i am in the house and there is nothing in it and one window in the dining room and i pen the window and all the other windows and the sun comes in very bright but doesn't light the whole room...

i am in my parents house in my room and kathy cook comes over and asks if i can babysit on friday for ryan and his friend and i say ok

then i accidentally go over there naked and i walk in and dan is also naked and telling ryan he looks good and ryan is a baby and they just look at me and i walk out

and then kathy cook comes out behind me and acts like everything is normal and says she is going to be going to therapy for a few hours on friday.

then in the practice room with joe mcarthy and ruby rose fox comes in and she is all upset... she eventually says "i got too aggressive" and i think i understand whats happening... i start talking about how hard it is once you start playing shows one after another and you just want to play the next show and keep going  but you have to stop... and you have all this pent up energy...