night before last-- dreaming i was a wrestler like in WWE and wrestling somebody in the ring and I was cold in real life and waking up from being cold, everytime i woke up from being cold (in real life) i was being KOed in the dream and so i knew to be in the wrestling match still i'd have to find a way to "wake up" or in this case find my blanket and wrap it around me to literally go back to sleep to continue the dream.... a study in the understanding of consciousness 

for some reason we are going on a journey overseas, even though it feels as if we have just taken an overseas journey to get to the place at which this journey begins. in order to travel, everyone on the trip must wrap themselves up in a huge blanket which is their personal boat. i think i get mine wet when i am not supposed to. it is late at night and dark and cold. danielle is on the trip and carries her boat next to mine. she is acting sort of strange and nervous and then she says i hate having my period and i know its because she has her period. i don't remember vey much about the trip other than it was very dark and cold and i don't think we were doing things the right way.

october 24th 2009

I think I am living with Sarah Lyle and my parents. I try to sleep with Barack Obama but I soon realize he will not sleep with me even if he wanted to because it could mess stuff up for him. I regret him having become president, somehow I have played a hand in his election. Then Sarah has some boyfriend and I want her to go to the grocery store so I can tell him I love him, I am pretty sure we love each other. However somehow I end up going to the grocery store with Sarah which is in boston in the prudential center. It is the middle of winter and very cold. When I get there I forget if we have driven or not. I really don't want to take the T home.