dream digression- 9-17-09 (lock-in)

matt tells me he is going to need to use my computer, also tells me ishmael is bringing tabs of acid

november 19th 2009

matt keeps copming to my house and trying to talk to me. i am getting ready for a show sort of like kulture klash. i need to talk to shelley. matt will come over and come in the house and go get the cats and take them outside and then bring them back in. I am showering onetime and see him outside. try to hide from him. eventually we have to talk and he is sensitive and sort of obnoxious. i run into shelley and have to take my paintings down from one show to put the in the other show.

october 15th 2009 (night before arents come)

first we are going on some wierd sort of m0ountain danger adventure where you ick the levels on a train, it i me someone else and matt and i am scared and have never been wherever it is we are going before, then there is this house in the middle of nowhere, will is there and i introduce him to my friends, i think i show him something i have been doing, he want sot become an artistn and is working on transarency, he talks about what he waqnts to do but cant figure out and says i dont want you to hel me, then we are in some kind of desert on some animal tye tri, there is a monkey and then we are in the desert with a -ack of gorillas and the tour guide says how the gorilla once blew u a lot of the worlds natural resources by hugging a cannon, some of the same cannon (they are urigth) are around the desert and further into the tour eole start hitting them casually, as if laying gorilla russian roulette, then either erin fitzgibbons or rachel from alexs rogram in -aris goes u and hugs the gorilla after the tour guide is talking about their odd body language and how you have to be careful, the gorilla hugs her back though and lets go then i am at an after school rogram at the town halll and michelle granara is therre, john also works there, and at the end will and brandon walk by in swim trunks i am cleaning u and utting joints and crayons next to each other in a box michelles granara lays on the couch,eole are imressed i have the time to volunteeer here in the room me and michelles are in in the last moment there is a large ainting of a cartoon alligator

0cotber 4th 2009

Matt and I have broken up, there is a party and he is acting really angry. I guess it is my party, it is after Nathan Durfee's show, and Anson shows up with some guys from a 'gang.' They are three black dudes in red vinyl track jackets who I've never met before. They are going to do something at the party. I go out to the top of the driveway, I am trying to get Matt and them to leave. Nathan Durfee is there in his suit from the show. We do a little dance. He is oblivious to all that is going on and is very cute. He waltzes me a little before being taken away in a car.