GO TO THIS RANDOM building that thre's a group art show at and I have apiece of art there and forgot we put the art up there over a year ago... ricky antonellis has something to do with the place but hes not threre and i cant find out about him.... dave tree supposed to be involved also but hes also not there....

dave tree ends up coming the next day and saying he forgot.... the building is almost like the south shore science center...

next to the building is a horse place with a riding ring like a track with metal fences seperating the track from the middle part and in the middle there are buffalos running around (at first we think they are gorillas)

they do some kind of theatrical show with the horses and people in costumes and the buffalos... i am talking to the woman who runs thinks... wanting to ride a horse

everybody is standing out by the side of the road for some reason


then i go to huntersbrook stables and walk into the pastures and lay on the back of one horse and am stroking another white horse

singing some kind of song

no one is around but wjen i get off and start walking up toward the house i see gina coming down from her house out to the barn

and she is excited and happy to see me and tells me how she used to write songs that way with the horses (and im thinking of how i didnt realize gina wrote songs and then i rationalize oh she has to write songs for the horse shows)

and theres all these children around and gina is saying to come here how shes doing so much fun stuff (and i want to ask about being an exercise rider and i want to ask where is dj) and shes sayin g how she was going to have wine with lunch but couldnt find a bottle open er...

and then she is tsalkin g to some children and a little boy with a brown unicorn figurine comes up to me and shows me the unicorn and we talk about whether it is a unicorn or not and i figure that it is and he tells me about 'my traveling horse adventures' which is some kind of series i guess

and gina is talking to other kids so i dont ask her my questions .

I

living in this house and somehow osman ozzy comes there out of nowhere and i'm remembering that his parents live in the house with us in the hall across from my room but then i remember that they actually moved,

he is there and im feeling his head trying to remember if hes balding or not but hes not (think im confusing him for a minute with north end ricky)

we have sex and go out together and i find him again but hes also not there forever and going back to turkey

i am with him at some point in a basement type room at his uncles house?

II

at some place that seems like a big gym at a school but is supposed to be the out of the blue and there are scattered few paintings up on the wall and not the best feeling like no ones into my paintings and the ones i have there are not the best but throws me back

to a 'memory' of being there when mike greenstein came in and only wanted to buy my paintings--

III.

outside kathryn tajimas car with her mother and sister and my mother and they are talking about how their step father was such a creep and would try to lick their faces and now they are talking about it and exposing him and i tell kathryn tajima 'im sorry but i didnt know !' and she says but i did know i knew that her stepfather chased her out of the house and i am wondering about my diaries and if its in there cuz i dont remember

IV

go to some country music show in a wooded type mall type theater showcase where everything is connected and wooden... with megan kelly  and irish dave and dave tree are there also and i dont realize its the country music awards that are happening but tickets are 100 dollars, im on the phon e with will and hes having some kind of event somewhere and im trying to stay on the phone with him but its hard to hear and when the phone dies its the old nokia brick phone and im trying to leave the country music award thing to go meet will, i use the bathroom there and i think - who else is there, ron from pro event ? some other guy i think is holding the door - but then an older black man with a doo rag comes in when im done but before i leave the stall... and a band is up front in this bar part starting to play and the guy sounds like dave tree and i tell dave tree that cuz hes right next to me and the guy is saying the song titles to his songs and one is 'picasso' and they all sound familiar-- dace tree says theyre gonna play at his place soon

December 11th 2015

Francesca Antonia

A big warehouse type space where everyone from emf and beyond is there doing something

Perez Ricardo wants to know why I'm nice to him and why I treat him he way I do- I hear him talking to me from behind and I know he is pushing a shopping cart

Terence is here too there is some kind of comedy fight going on, someone has changed the tile in one of the big rooms of the wArehouse and I notice

Dave trees art is there

I have a car and Francesca villa comes in during the comedy fight and dissolves it somehow she gets in my car and I am giving her a ride before that she is sitting next to me and I ask her if she went to Antonia's wine party and she said no in her way it was ok she was watching some kangaroo show which I somehow know is a cartoon

We get in the car and i tell her it's ok even if she doubts me I feel I will prove myself to her eventually and am going to tell her about being the third and oldest villa to my surprise but see maybe she is about to cry and then she gets out of the car

Someone takes my car and iam looking around for it and upset, something has changed once the warehouse is outside

Before this I go to Sara silk and Lisa barons apartment and have a glass of wine and they are doing something there having some kind of party or something very glad I came and interested in me but the party is wrapping up too and I leave

When I lose the car I also lose a motorcycle I had somehow and iam walking around the outside warehouse area and I hear jonand kaz and people and then I see Jon and some people I the hallway and give him a long hug, I don't know what they are doing,no kaz, then I walk outside and I see kaz by the side of a building

Right before I wake up I am wearing a wig beard sitting across from someone like john stephen Dwyer trying to do a skit and my friend also has a beard but I'm reading the script saying no my wig had me itchin like a mad dog this morning like a bad dog, my beard had me scratching like a hyena and they are kinda laughing and I am hoping we are filming this before I realize it is a dream...

Traveling stunt outdoors with Dave tree and planning to go see Chelsea in New York and getting in contact with her, trave,ing around with Dave tree feels like going around the neighborhood like Scott kitchens in the summer in norwell

Before falling asleep had an idea for a screenplay where frankas and I are Siamese Twins and we both want different careers I am thinking maybe one of us wants to be a dancer and the other does not.

Frankas dreamed he saw Anton Newcombe again and frankas thanked him for getting him into the Ben show at middle east and Anton said ya man you were stressing me out I couldn't get you into that show and frankas is going to get him a beer

I dreamed ere was a party going on at emf but emf was more like a big auditorium or cafeteria with a backyard and Dave tree was being the bartender in the backyard making some kind of orange drink, cg is there and tells me about the Orange drink, frankas is around but we are not together and he has a former girlfriend who is coming around, maybe I just know about this at first but then I see her, we are brought together I guess at this store place outside of emf and she takes all her clothes off and wants to see my vagina, I refuse to show her my vagina but I don't hate her, she is friendly but weird I don't think she likes me and she looks kind of like marnie, frankas is telling me eventually she was his girlfriend before me and they were together for a year and i think she has a child I am kind of getting upset at her being around but I stay cool I guess (frankas was reading excerpts from his diary including descriptions of other women which may have led to the dream exmarnie girlfriend figure)

4/27/15 dream recovery

Dave tree is outside the party at emf which is going on but it's not the emf building and more like sparell school with another guy who looks familiar in the dream but I don't know in real life he is drunk and I am semi surprised cuz he seems so businesslike in theft e, Dave tree seems fine not drunk. Just before then john hopper went into the building or I thought it was john by how he looked and realized it was Madison, I had just been at market basket and left my iPad on a park bench outside but got it, I brought some girl with me when I left the party to go around Boston and was telling her how I knew everybody in Boston I felt like and wished I could meet some new people, I was carrying her around with me more like a disembodied electronic thing than a person, paigecame to town but was trying to get into Adams tavern and I heard the conversation somehow, my brother was there and came in to show me his art up on the wall some black thing which was right where I put ,y art too below it, but I'm notable if I gotta tell him, there was some big fat guy With a backwards baseball hat who I was supposed to be in love with somehow or something's and everyone else was bothering me about rp

Dave tree is wearing the pink parrotise shirt we bought rap for Xmas at savers, I only really notice he was wearing it after he leaves. He comes into Eriks room at my parents house and me and rp are staying there. There is a wind chime metal thing with metal strings and blue glass in the left hand corner of the room and before we were hanging it across the room but when Dave comes in it is hanging straight down in the corner, I tell him I wanted it to go across the room. I tell him I do whatever I am doing for rp at the moment for other people too like frankezoid (which is what I mean) but I say luch. Before he comes and we are In this room I am somewhere with the frankezoid, almost like we all live together in a series of dilapidated mansions or the same big house, he has some quarters in this house but they seem abandoned or something. Briefly it is the idea of sone other nicer living somewhere, a building with glass windows and the building is like a cliff face to a beach below it and the weather is wArm. Also some kind of arcade maybe near there briefly. Rp and I almost having sex right before I wake up, we have been fooling around in bed and are going to do it but then Stephen is there and we are seeing whether or not he'll notice if we have sex right in front of hi. But in a blanket on the floor - I wake up