Wendy and Keith are over at my parents house and getting into arguments at one point Wendy says to Keith I only need you to help me read the herald...not sure what this means seems like maybe she was trying to write newspaper articles and he was helping her. I leave with them to go to their beach house or something.

At the beach house there are cats and Katie shecter and a blonde girl and another girl and I am reminded of Kennedy somehow. They are all sitting in a dark room smoking cigarettes and at some point they open tall boys.

I go upstairs and there is someone living there already and then there is repo rob who is moving In and then I guess I am also moving into this room. There are cats. I am somehow taking care of repo rob I feel or he is expecting me to and I am mad at the situation. I look under the bed and there is cat shit out of the litter box. I am freaking out.

frankas has an apartment somewhere in like medford but close to watertown and he takes me there from emf

there is no one there but it looks old and lived in and carpeted and musty like an apartment in long island

i move in and at first i have my own room and both my cats are there my room is small and has a twin bed

we start sleeping in one room together and i don't leave the apartment far enough to figure out where we really are and we only go there by car at night it seems

at one point we are at the nearest t station and i am asking people what it is called and they don't know but one woman says it is mount pleasant

back at the apartment i notice there is someone in a room or i go to go in the other bathroom (there is one bathroom in total disrepair where the litter box is kept)

out of the room comes this giant guy that looks like a big tuna and has a whitish face and lips like he's been submerged in water for a long time

i am shocked and alert franks and franks sees the guy who kind of stumbles around and leaves and he just kinda shrugs

i keep wondering if the cats are there and still alive and i go into another room and see he sleeping underneath a bed and there is another bed in the room too which my mother is sleeping in

i guess my mom has moved in with us and it is awkward when we wake her up by being in the room, me first i guess because i look and see the cats and then  i am watching tv on the bed and then frankas comes and finds me

it turns out franks has at least two room mates he hasn't told me about, one is his sister and the other is this girl danielle i think she's called and she starts yelling and talking a lot like maybe there is something wrong with her and maybe she is yelling at another girl in another room

there are only two boxes of cereal for food and i eat some of the cereal and wonder if franks sister is mad at me but it seems like she's not, she seems nice and more level headed than the other girl and maybe like she wanted me to eat the cereal

i don't really talk to them directly though and I'm wondering where frankas is

at one point i go in thhe twin bed room and the bed is all torn up and there is shit on the bed and i don't know what going on

when i go back into the room the next time there is no bed and its more like a rec room or little sewing room and i discover three more rooms after it going down the hall behind it

seems that vince lives nearby with his shop in some alternate universe watertown

I am omnipotent with Beth stern at fashion show and in the lives of Beth and Howard stern, Persephone merit, David am law is my best friend, truck driver, I am telling people at a halfway house, Dave tree runs, there are empty cabinets and frames in the outdoor hall sunroom, kind of like an artist asylum, more like a. Basement on the inside, Beth stern buying two canisters of seaweed at a corner sushi shop in New York, I am going on vacation with Janet Jarva and bringing cats back, bringing one cat for everyone, uncle Kenny wants a cat and also moves into the art asylum forcing Andrew mello to leave (this is what I hear I do not see Andrew mello after this rumor) trying to eat food junk food, cookies and pizza, stopping at a restaurant on family vacation with Erik and curt and janet. The artist asylum is more like an abandoned house, kind of like the basement in 101 Dalmatians. Beth stern is sitting next to me but in a different row at the fashion show and then climbs over the row to sit next to me and starts telling me about stuff, and stuff with Howard, she says there is something he does when you walk in the house that I will see. There is something like a broken mirror in the artists asylum when I see Andrew mello there.... Later on I am with Persephone and she is trying on two different outfits, one with purple straps across the back that looks fancy and another that is more a muted green color. I am wearing a pink muted too and green skirt of some kind, kind of like a long lost Montreal outfit I wore with Lindsay...I am biking through norwell and run into "Zachary Jacobs" if that's the right guy the one with the hair that travels.

I am moving out of n apartment and supposed to go somewhere like cape cod with Tyrone and my family. Paul is moving out of the same apartment and gets all his stuff out. I move my stuff out but forget about my clothes and my bed and my cats, edna and lightly, so I have to go back. When I go back into the apartment Rob Potylo is in the empty room around the corner. I see him and we start talking. There is a little puppet man hanging on a wall or on his bureau and he tells me my father is an electric toothbrush. I am holding an electric toothbrush and turn it on and off and keep trying to figure out what he means by this. I keep saying "you're father...was... an electric toothbrush?" I know he means this little puppet thing to be his father. Then he kisses me. At first it tastes a little weird but right after it is nice and natural. He is not wearing a hat this whole time and I cansee he is balding and it doesn't bother me. We hug and kiss and I keep going back to this in my dream, even with the other stuff still going on. Every time I wake up and fall asleep I'm able to go back with him. I feel like Christiana comes in at some point. Its always best when we're alone.

deciding where to put the brussel sprout tree, we put it somewhere on display...

the other night after falling asleep on my parents couch, in the morning i dreamed or there was something on television talking about the whiskers and eyebrow hairs on cats and what they're used for...accuracy remains unconfirmed by parents. was called something like sebatio or simpattico

I am at our apartment on 7 price road and Kelsey comes over with some girl friends and Travis. She has a whole group of people and some kind of plan, maybe cocaine. Travis is there at the kitchen counter, and the whole apartment is different, more  like a trailer home in my room and the kitchen. Then I take Kelsey and one of the girls through the rest of the apartment and there is a back way sort of like eves or a basement and in that part of the house its all cement and theres a huge jacuzzi bath tub and then a couch with a litter box on it and litter and cat shit on the couch. Its like I forgot that it existed. Then Taylor Cleaves is there. She is wearing a pink top and I remember her being thin looking when I expected her to seem kind of weird and bloated.

I am at "7 winfield street" as it exists in the dream, and maybe I am late getting back and think Sharon might be upset with me. She comes down and into the apartment though and isn't mad, she is talking about the cats and how they should be allowed to be freer or dirtier. She says something about how "see shes fine there" about edna laying across the table or something.

Eithere because Sharon told me I should I decide to take the cats out.
(Before this I try to walk to the convenience stores to get a snack but they are all closed and I realize its a lot later than I thought) Sharon is in a car with a strange man or there is a strange man in a car several times, as if he is sort of following me. I think maybe he is supposed to be a cop.

Then I decide to take the cats out instead because I'm hungry and so I take them to a restaurant down the street. I want to go check on Nane in the middle of dinner but realize I can't leave the cats at the table by themselves or else they won't behave themselves. I get a call from my mother and don't answer it and then realize its her birthday.

When I get back to the apartment I go in the back and my grandmother is on the floor but I pick her up and get her back into bed. The alarm is going off. My mother is also in the kitchen with my Aunt Pam.

when my cell phone alarm is ringing i am dreaming that there is a kind of zapper called something like a stinger where you twirl your hair after you've gotten highlights (as if you are twirling it through a metal detector) and everytime it detects a brown streak of hair it beeps (the alarm noise) and turns the streak blonde. in the dream this had been in existance forever and i had just never realized what it was before. i was on a trip with abunch of people, john, will, animals. i thought i moved from orrs court but it turned out i hadnt but we still couldnt find my house. someone else had a house nearby, on spring street. going to my house we were told there was a car bomb and shit was going on and that we should stay out of the street. there was a black dude riding in a red suv and some other cars. something about or with anson. at my house i have th cats there and then there are three puppies in my backyard. i think they are the actons but they have followed me here. we seem to be coming back from being away a long time. at the beach someone takes my shoes and i keep asking who took my shoes. at first i think it is john. then it is will who has taken my shoes and i realize he did it because he likes me and he thought i would have to come find him in order to get them. i feel bad for ruining it.

dream digression- 11\20\09

people (chelsea, will ) come over and pet the cats, they are full of fleas, i tell maria i am skipping class, we are eating a lot of food, my mother drives me to the grocery store because i work there, she is very angry because she went away and i didnt take down her messages- i keep saying - wont they know that you were caring after your ailing mother

november 19th 2009

matt keeps copming to my house and trying to talk to me. i am getting ready for a show sort of like kulture klash. i need to talk to shelley. matt will come over and come in the house and go get the cats and take them outside and then bring them back in. I am showering onetime and see him outside. try to hide from him. eventually we have to talk and he is sensitive and sort of obnoxious. i run into shelley and have to take my paintings down from one show to put the in the other show.