in some kind of weird babe-like story with my family and my brother...living on this farm or on this farm visiting...and our grandfather comes down to the lake-pond in the back of the farm and he is naked and he bathes there and somehow i see this in pictures that perhaps my brother took...

then we are with my grandmother on a porch and she was going to take us away somewhere...it turns out she ties animals and people to the front of her house to make some kind of point...

it also turns out her mother died (maybe somewhat like howard stern's mother because i was listening to howard stern latenight) and we are not sure if she is sorry that her mother died...

i keep trying to figure out the story and it seems familiar like babe or something so i'm also kind of trying to figure out which fairytale type thing we are in and i'm getting confused and frustrated...

i go into a room with an older man i dont really recognize who i guess i was in some kind of relationship with ( i a aware of frankas somewhere and this is not frankas) and he tells me that woman at the party when we first got to the farm (which i remember again in pictures) was his wife

and he tells me we can't see each other anymore and i am pretty ok with it (although he doesnt notice) and then we go for a drive

I am with Lindsay and another girl who I think is maybe supposed to be Nathan's girlfriend and she looks sort of like Caroline ed's girlfriend from charleston. We are setto go bowling and I meet them on a porch. Caroline takes an unflattering picture of me from above with the last shot left in my disposable camera. I am mad because I was saving it for the only group shot and I dont know why she did it because there werent even any pictures of me on the camera yet, but it seemed like she was trying to make me react superficially or something. This upsets me deeply and I spend the rest of the time trying not to cry. She seems like a jerk.

Paul tells me my eyes are red and they look like they might start bleeding.

Bridey is secretly sort of an evil villain or much smarter than she seems. She is there and there is another caretaker who is nicer but not really someone real I think.