Last night eating pizza, at some kind of outdoor party family party kind of thing with barns or clubhouses and a big yard going between, reminds me of Mary lees house or a scene in the vs ysitters club, Jonathan is there... Eating pizza, lots of pizza different kinds different slices of pizza and I am eating one with vegetables tasting very good

Night before last I am sleeping with frankas only he doesn't look like frankas he looks kind of like Ben katzman and there are two other people we sleep with together and he likes to sleep with those people together with us and not just me and I am getting upset...

Night before that I am sleeping with my father but frankas is there also somewhat peripherally and I realize within the dream what is going on , seemingly become lucid 

Somewhere I also have a dream with Sarah Lyle at a restaurant type deal at a table with a white tablecloth, catching up on since she's been married and maybe she gets drunk?

^ am very glad to wake up last two nights and realize I've been dreaming and the waking reality is different

me and chelsea and will all live in a big long house. there are tons of light switches and the house goes on for a long ways, im not sure if there's an upstairs. at one point i am at the barn and there are only ponies there. i think people are living there or i am going to live there. at the house jarod and his wife come by and i show them through the whole house turning on all the light switches as we go back but the house never gets very lit up. the three of us start playing a game like monkey in the middle, i think i ask them if they want to play monkey in the middle. jarod thinks monkey in the middle is some other game but we decide its because he is canadian. his wife and i become friends and they waltz out the door.

when i wake up i have been at gina's and thought she might be coming around the corner inside the barn but instead it was a larger woman who didn't speak english. my brother asks me what i am going to do with my life and i say i've been thinking i can do whatever i want and maybe i'll be a singer. he asks me if i've ever been to that record store in puerto rico. i am with paige and john and maybe we live in a house. i draw a dog old woman/ with a can of soda. the dog/woman is sort of exploding. i am at the actons house next door at some point, maybe this brings me to gina's. there are cows it is a different actons than the real one but feels dream-familiar.

my family lives in a barn. we are having some kind of party. i am trying to prepare for it. it might be something like a poetry party. i have been away for a long time.