At somebody's wedding in a main room in a building inside a trailer park where all these people I know are living- Jonathan is there and Monica is living in a room off the main room of the function hall. I am living somewhere in the area too it seems. Monica has a roommate but she is not there. Who is getting married? We are smoking pot in Monica's room. I see Sarah and Kathleen Kramer talking to someone by a bar, I leave before the wedding happens and end up at this house in the woods, I realize I'm in charleston almost kind of, they are having a computer technology meeting/ seminar I this building I go into which I think is a grocery store and is a grocery store and I see a guy goi g over to a big square boxed area of fruit and bringing the fruit over to thefreesample table area which is set up withweirdsushi which I take and try to eat but isn't very good, then there are sandwiches and all kinds of things but I not sure I'm supposed to be there a woman in charge of the seminar comes over to me and rubs my back, then they take us all outside and i escape through the back fence

(I remember I am missing the wedding)

I am trying to get someone to go to New York with me. I am living in Norwell with my parents it seems like but I have the mini-van. I get Monica to say she is going with me but then something happens and she gets weird about it or she won't come for some reason...maybe something to do with pot. Lindsay is around at some point too but she can't go to New York...

I think I end up taking a bus and I show up in New York and its different, its that weird street that is kind of like the NYU dining halls, a combo of that and the weird stretch between Harvard square and central where they6 have the restaurants you can see through the windows and kind of look like a strip mall and there's the weird square type cement step thing behind it. Its night when I get there and I go up or down an escalator.
I turn up and walk out through a series of parking garages and end up in a mall. I am carrying things with me, something heavy.

I find Jonathan and we leave and are walking I think but it feels like a car. We are talking and I am worried about him and happy to be in New York. I ask him who his best friend is and he can't answer. He says he goes over Tyler's often and makes a remark about his apartment and how gaudy it is, as if it is all gold-plated but very small (reminds me of the discussion on Psy and the subtext of Gangam style). We are in his apartment, it doesn't feel like New York. I drop my bags there.

wednesday december 23rd 2009

it is time for finals. i am with monica. i am afriad i am going to fail history. i think john hull teaches my history class or is in charge of my grade. the finals are all in hugerooms like gymnasiums. there are paper lists on the wall that have a drawing of a eye and whether or not you have to take the final. i see my name and it says something about giving me a bad look. i think that maybe this means that ive failed. i leave and dont take the final. i run into jarod charsewski. there are discount packages of cookies, maybe pepperidge farm, ginger cookies, they have a milk ingrediet. later we are starving and monica eats them and i am going to eat them even though they have a milk ingredient.

(while writing this dream i remember the dream i had once where we were in the woods, in a sleigh or something almost like the festival of lights. there were deers and horses.)