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I GO TO will's house with tyrone, like we are on tour or something... and there is one big room with multiple big beds but i feel like will is sleeping near the floor somewhere, i have one big bed and tyrone has one big bed...

its morning and wills girlfriend is there and she is asian and quiet , going around the apartment and i guess i am there somehow to go see will perform and she is saying will will stay at her apartment tonight but then no because he has his textile weaving class in the morning and i see he has a bunch of thick quilted rugs he must be working on

i see the venue for some recital, a repressed (maybe not the right word) stage and seating area i am seeing from above looking over a balcony, empty

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IM AT some kind of boarding house that reminds me of my grandmother's house in south boston, but maybe run by someone like asian lady therapy, cant quite place who is running it, looks like an older thin woman with short grey hair, she reminds us that she usually only boards people who are seeing her for physical therapy so that we should say that we are renting a room so no one thinks/knows we are guests there...alvan has just left and she is standing in a door way filled with pop art... actually i think she is michelle williams (who i saw on the busy phillips show last night)

 and im talking to her and then someone dressed in beautiful layers of clothes like tapestries with a scarf over her face and followed by a man dressed similarly with a scarf over his face comes down the hallway and i feel like i know this person intimately and reach out and touch them and its Lisa Vanderpump and Ken and she says hello like she knows me and i tell her she looks so beautiful because she does.

night before last

i am watching fiona apple singing a song either one of her songs or a cover, she sings it differently than i've heard it before. i'm talking to her about how much i like it. first she's on stage and then she's right backstage or to the side stage, and she's doubting herself and is very real. i love how she was singing.

it is sunny and warm and we are outside. there is in air of excitement.

Two nights ago

Right before I wake up I am hanging out with Adam Jacobs and his girlfriend he is getting married to maybe they are having a party for their engagement or something but they are having this huge party and the girl he is marrying is like Colleen Colbert and she is really nice and fun and I am having a great time with them and all their friends, there are animals at the party and maybe drag queens and also a big wood stage

When I wake up in real life Tyrone has just told me night before we can no longer be friends and I receive a text message from Amanda telling me she is never going to talk to me again

C'est last vie mon ami

Two night ago

Frankezoid is coveringme in ketchup everywhere we go and I guess I am mad or annoyd with him and it seems like we're heading somewhere or end up at the freedom rally

in an auditorium inside a hotel-like building to do a show, auditorium looks vaguely like the cofc arts building auditorium or that one in boston, the colonial i think it is...

i ajm going to perform and go down the side stairs in the dark right after before or during eminem performing, he has just rigged up some microphones and lights and stuff and when i walk down thye stairs some of the lights go off, i am wearing heels and he looks at me like am i crazy but i dont care cuz i think its funny and ive got his number somehow

he is being rude to me but in a flirty way or at least i am enjoying it i tell him i live in the auditorium and he says thats a lie, i am nervous to perform i guess

travis is on stage with a few other people and im not sure if we are going up next but then a short kind of chuby girl who is really nice asks if nwe are playing and i say oh ok ill go up

when i go up on stage i transform into a chubby asian woman with glasses for a moment, i am watching 'myself' and attempt to sing 'think of me' from  the phantom of the opera and i am trying to sing correctly and nodding my head to breath and not breathing enough

Sara silk is there at some kind of building / outdoor event we are preparing a show almost a live show kind of like SNL and our parents will be there almost like we are going to go live on air, I am telling her we can dothis one thing I have prepared, feels like I have this whole set prepared, not sure if it's a comedic skit or music, seems like I have a whole musical set prepared but I am looking at her like we are going to do it together and like I have it all in my head and we are about to have to go, there is some kind of time pressure following when we start like it's going to be broadcasted, I had this brilliant idea and feeling like we could do it in sync and we would know how to do it, but as we're about to begin I am starting to doubt myself and thinking I can't remember or maybe I will forget the whole set, the whole plan, there are lots of people around like its a live performance as well. She is wearing glasses I think and we are kind of just looking attach other anxiously but reassuring at the same time about to go forward with this thing and I'm not sure I remember my idea

Very familiar sympathetic and trusting relationship to Sara silk in all these dreams