chris communal house keys ghosts mother art highschool

at some house where there is some kind of collective going on....

this girls mother died and there is some kind of mansion across the street and they want to make this into some kind of art house

and i am there helping, there with chris valverde

and he is into me i guess and i am relenting i guess,

the girl whose mother died comes up to me and puts about 20 keys into my back pocket

we are out in the backyard

they are small silver identical keys like they all do the same thing

im not sure why shes giving me so many keys but she is saying thank you like i have helped and she is glad im there

and i think mel is there and other people are there

there is a big long dining room, there is a kitchen, the place shifts

chris valverde is picking me up and throwing me over his head, the first time he does this i lean my weight back away from his back after im over his head and he has to sit down on the ground

he makes a joke

he keeps picking me up though and he is very tall and i am v small compared to him

he picks me up and holds me to the side by his shoulders like im a child and i hold on and start to think its nice

we go in to some type of shopping center at some point

then we are right out in the street and kelsey barton shows up with a backpack and a new boyfriend she wants me to meet before he has to leave and they want lobsters and we are in an old familiar

part of the city, boston i guess, then and we start down the street where there is some lobster place a block away and kelsey uses her backpack to slide down a banister

to get there

and before or after i shift back to the communal / art house

and chris valverde has been carrying me around and then he lets me down and i kind of rest my head on his head for a minute and then someone is right next to us and it is his mother

somewhere gilbie is getting into a microwaved meal and im afraid he was microwaved but he wasnt

i am walking through my highschool thinking how some people must never go back to high school but im at my high school all the time for some reason, maybe this is somehow part of the

new art school

in a car with what looks like tori from new alliance and another big featured girl and they are talking about doing a photoshoot for the art house dressed as angels and theyre gonna do it both of them

but they dont incliude me (but i dont include myself !) 

dreamed i was playing my samick acoustic guitar (had it back ) maybe on stage, sounded good. right before i woke up was playing music with the frankezoid. we were both playing on one organ and the keys sounded better than ever before in a way, he was holding down a chord or something to my left and i started going between three keys descending towards him and the tones were lovely and almost jazzy sorrowful but beautiful and not blues quite. made me think whether the positioning of the keys in the dream matched up with the tones correctly and whats the difference!!

night before Ricky's birthday

I dream I am living with Ricky but I am also living with Shannon Murphy and maybe Lindsay and maybe some other people. I almost feel like we are in Charleston. Ricky comes in and it seems like I haven't known him as long as I have in real life but like he's been taking care of me. He comes over to me holding a key and sort of sadistically breaks up with me and tells me he's had the plan to do this the entire time and who he was before was no longer and that he's done it before and thats why he brought the key. He is cruel but more just cold and like a completely different person and I get hysterically upset not so much because of him breaking up with me but more so I am in shock and horrified about how hard he tricks me and how I believed who he was the whole time he was faking it. Hard to wake up from this dream and it was very very real seeming. I also was up very late and didn't get to sleep long.