dream idea for a horror comedy

Michelle Bain and this small child and someone like Billy Arria but wearing a black suit are living in the Actons yard next door, only they aren't quite real people, they are more like holograms, like there is something off about them

(i have fallen asleep to scientology and the aftermath playing on my computer)

*almost like if billy arria led a cult of hologram people from my highschool in a way**
except these are the only people we ever see

i am trying to stay away from the hologram people and not interact with them because i can tell they are not real people and there is something off about them

but i can see them through the trees

i can see them moving very fast and through each other in the yard like holograms, i see them doing a slow kind of dance where they move their arms and their arms pass through one another, i see one arm getting long and out of proportion and passing through another ones side of the face

the little girl tries to interact and come over

somehow i end up over in the actons yard with just michelle bain and the little girl and we are sitting in the grass in the front yard and i see billy arria in a car drive down the driveway and pull out- i am trying to make sure he does not see me there and it seems like he doesn't

then somehow i get michelle bain to turn into a real person or something by coming over into my yard through the trees, not sure how but there is a feeling like she has turned more real when i separate her from hologram billy arria and the little girl child--

the little girl child keeps coming over and trying to interact with us and i try not to interact and to get michelle not to interact--

there is something on the ground that has a crude etched image of two dogs on it- something like a black purse- and it reminds me how this has been some kind of secret theme - and i remember that michelle bain had two small dogs- when we were younger- and maybe they died or something

michelle takes a pin , some kind of long needle off the purse or off the ground and sticks it directly into her tongue--- some kind of sign of something

(at some point still in the dream i think this is a good idea for a horror comedy and imagine whitney cummings starring)

II

i start walking down south street sometime after this- am i with the little girl at first? am i trying to escape the house and the yards?

i end up with a hamster and the hamster is white with light light brown spots and i think it is gilby but am somewhere remembering it cant be gilbie with this coloring...

i go into the cooks house and no one is home but there is a hamster cage and a dog and i put the hamster in the cage and fall asleep on a bed that is right there for a minute

then the cooks come home and there is another couple that has come to the house also per my request to get the hamster or the dog and mr. cook is very mean to this couple and an older girl who is supposed to be the cooks daughter i guess comes up to kathy cook and says i just want you to remember you had a beautiful friendship with this woman...

and dan cook is saying to the couple something about the lamp or the umbrella

and i am saying its all my fault because i called them over to get the hamster or the dog but its too late for the fighting and they leave with the dog, the woman wears glasses

for some reason no one is upset with me or about the dog leaving and when the door closes fat baby ryan is still a baby but very articulate speaking and there is a blues sounding guitar coming from somewhere-

dan cook sings some blues lyrics and then says check out this guy-- and there is another baby in one of those circular wheeling high chairs and the baby is holding and playing an electric guitar expertly, dan sings a few lyrics every now and then

there is also another older man i dont recognize who looks a little sweaty and bloated and i think he is drunk

i was going to leave but they seem to want me to stay, i am confused about the interaction and about how i ended up here and why i came here, and wondering if the couple that came over and took the hamster and the dog are hologram people as well

i cant remember why i did what i did or understand why its not my fault

the whole time i am at the cooks trying to speak and explain whats happened and why my jaw is so clenched i can barely speak, a very visceral feeling that seems very real--

my words barely come out and my jaw is in pain it is so clenched and i cant move it- i am filled with fear and talking to dan cook in the front hall i also have a hard time standing straight up

may 15, 16

Yesterday- I am with Jenny talking and she tells me she's worried she might be pregnant bc she had sex one time in the last month or so and I ask her with who? And she tells me FRANK and I am reeling and can't believe it and can't understand why she would think of it so casually and we go to a party and frankas is there and I am completely verclempt and having that awful conspiracy come to life feeling nauseous

Last night- going to some kind of anniversary memorial for willow gray, in thus big old church, watch mr. Gray come in and he is very tall and looking good and put together and everyone is there, Devon and my parents and the cechinis. After the service I am going to get coffee bc I know I need to bring coffee to the house after- first j get a small coffee by mistake and then a whole box of coffee and keep the small coffee and bring the big box of coffee to what I guess is supposed to be mrs cecchinis house but it's not, auntie Annie is there on the couch and there are some small dogs. I am there with Devon. Then we leave and go over to her place and lilys mother is there in her house which is different than her real house, kind of right up on the street with the door on the sidewalk

And the door opens and we see her inside - lily and Devon are on weird terms- Devon is kind of living in the attic of the house and I go up there with her to sleep with her in the bed up there- she is saying how whenever she wears this one scent everyone comes up to her...

Then me and frankas have gone to my parents house and we have a tent set up in the yard and there is a small shed in the middle of the yard with screens on the sides and monkeys in it. There are several dogs at my parents and we start kicking balls with them and then all these other dogs come over from the actons- Keith pierce is in a box setup kind of a stage but more so a box wrapped in tissue paper with his head sticking out over the top and he is singing and plating guitar- William Duddy is there too in the other corner of the back yard- I guess we are all doing creative endeavors at my parents house or trying to make money... I am trying to find my notebook to write down my dreams...there is a picnic table on the right side of my parents house, frankas comes out and yells at me that he has been waiting for me to play music in the basement (then I hear ' folks' in real life and he is trying to get me up but not mad so I get up, relieved)

Dave tree is wearing the pink parrotise shirt we bought rap for Xmas at savers, I only really notice he was wearing it after he leaves. He comes into Eriks room at my parents house and me and rp are staying there. There is a wind chime metal thing with metal strings and blue glass in the left hand corner of the room and before we were hanging it across the room but when Dave comes in it is hanging straight down in the corner, I tell him I wanted it to go across the room. I tell him I do whatever I am doing for rp at the moment for other people too like frankezoid (which is what I mean) but I say luch. Before he comes and we are In this room I am somewhere with the frankezoid, almost like we all live together in a series of dilapidated mansions or the same big house, he has some quarters in this house but they seem abandoned or something. Briefly it is the idea of sone other nicer living somewhere, a building with glass windows and the building is like a cliff face to a beach below it and the weather is wArm. Also some kind of arcade maybe near there briefly. Rp and I almost having sex right before I wake up, we have been fooling around in bed and are going to do it but then Stephen is there and we are seeing whether or not he'll notice if we have sex right in front of hi. But in a blanket on the floor - I wake up

I am trying to get someone to go to New York with me. I am living in Norwell with my parents it seems like but I have the mini-van. I get Monica to say she is going with me but then something happens and she gets weird about it or she won't come for some reason...maybe something to do with pot. Lindsay is around at some point too but she can't go to New York...

I think I end up taking a bus and I show up in New York and its different, its that weird street that is kind of like the NYU dining halls, a combo of that and the weird stretch between Harvard square and central where they6 have the restaurants you can see through the windows and kind of look like a strip mall and there's the weird square type cement step thing behind it. Its night when I get there and I go up or down an escalator.
I turn up and walk out through a series of parking garages and end up in a mall. I am carrying things with me, something heavy.

I find Jonathan and we leave and are walking I think but it feels like a car. We are talking and I am worried about him and happy to be in New York. I ask him who his best friend is and he can't answer. He says he goes over Tyler's often and makes a remark about his apartment and how gaudy it is, as if it is all gold-plated but very small (reminds me of the discussion on Psy and the subtext of Gangam style). We are in his apartment, it doesn't feel like New York. I drop my bags there.