Right before I wake up I am with Max in Ricks's bathroom in Charleston. I had a brand new computer and its sitting on the blue stool from my parents house outside the shower (and I see now we're in the upstairs bathroom of my parents house). The computer is covered in water and I start getting upset and then Max comes in and I realize the computer is actually smashed on the top and then I realize the computer is actually a microwave and I don't care anymore.

i think its chip-- its like ive moved back to charleston but my whole life's been mixed up there. everyone is from everywhere. we are trying to find booze-- wine? i end up hanging out with max- and only max? i remember thinking of course it would be always max i can depend on always. then its chip i think, maybe i own a mansion. its chip but its not supposed to be chip. i can't remember his name.

dream edit- october 14th 2009

i dream drawing maxs face in profile

dream digression- 9-09

we are going to macchu picchu or mesopotamia which is a bunch of adobe villas built underground (which is neither of these i think & more like roxaboxan or pompei) there is a river or stream which runs over smooth flat rocks, the rocks are what we will use for everything, it is a mystery what happened to the people who lived here, professor farrel gives a lecture before we leave, she is the leader- maria, max, and blair, some others all go - along with some of the others i pick up rocks, say i feel like i could do anything with them- max, blair and i stand at a table underground as if we are going to make things

dream digression start- 9-14-09

going to sleep i am talking to alex, max, then will (gran), telling them i am dreaming and beginning to sleep which keeps making me realize they are not really there because i am dreaming (this is when i switch who i am talking to) john, paige and i are in another sort of world and we have a flying car, john says he has been told he needs to make paige eat, she wants to go eat--- right before i wake up john says nevermind- right before i wake up luke offers me nine dollars

october 23rd 2009

We wished there was a movie theater in Charleston that was open all night. I was running down the stairs as the elevator door closed on my friends. I was wearing my pink sneakers which I told alex were hers because shed worn them once for a week. After that she told me she didn’t like how I wore them and that I was ruining them. I had to remind her that they were really my sneakers and it was just a joke that they were hers. Kennedy comes to a house where me and Chelsea and will and john and paige are living. We drink a lot of wine and I find out I did all sorts of things I hadn’t known id done the next day. We go to a thrift store and kennedy is stealing a dress with the hanger too. Some woman comes up behind her and takes the dress out of her bag. She is a large black woman with a pink vinyl wallet. Kennedy says her name, she knows who she is. The woman says we don’t have to steal and buys the dress. After this is when I start to think Charleston is too small and go by the movie theater, which exists but is closed,and charleston feels a lot like paris but is too small

october 14th 2009

a very vivid dream, i am at bonnaroo if bonnaroo was the worlds fair, all my friends are there and the sanish stes (from italy) lead to the stage, max is drunk and we are running around trying to find eole, i am in a building at some oint and then weezer is laying and everyone tells me i am missing it-- i go out to the sanish stes to see them lay and i realize i am wearing a hoodie sweatshirt that says weezer on it, like the green self titled album, i see luke there and he uts his arm around me and says remember how that is my sweatshirt, and then i do remember and art of me realizes i love him and he is a really great guy, everyone is dancing around and having fun and it is a generally hay dream, also dave matthews band is laying before weezer and max is really really into it which surises me although the dream dave mathews doesnt sound anything like the real dave matthews and has male back u dancers wearing white suits and doing some kind of twirling cane line dance

september 13th 2009

caroline millard has bleached blonde hair cut short, max sits by me on the couch and i touch him and he moves away (max miller) luke tries to give me 9 dollars when i tell him i dont have any money. we are sort of at eye level art.