go over to matt stearns house for some kind of family party , his mom comes in, she looks young, has a lot of glossy straight long brown hair, 80s cut, sunglasses pushed over bangs

in matts room i guess and our legs end up touching , we are kinda nervous around each other, performative but then at times end up close together when im not paying attention

we make juices in little tupperware containers

someone named ed we know from emf, stoic guy with glasses, asks jarva land to play a show so we go out to this barn like a big indoor riding arena and i feel like ive been there before and salty greyhound are there and theyve been there before like maybe its in littleton

at the barn show something happens like ive gotten drunk but im having trouble stan ding and walking like my feet are just falling apart, bending at the ankle and stopping working

im wearing platform heels and take them off but my feet still stop working, bending at the ankles

at some point me and matt start making out and almost have sex but dont (because i remember

i am looking around the barn for my tupperware juices and getting my stuff together, i guess everyone there knows me

END up in a pow wow circle with some girl with glasses and my mom and others- girl in glasses is talking about comics and asking me if i ever made any and i show her some drawings/ comics i have and she says ya but they're not consecutive, she says have you ever finished any story line arc ?

and for some reason i get really pissed kind of start talking loud, kind of going off on this girl and trying to think what other comics i've done and then i remember the trash can and fire hydrant comics i did in watertown and i bring that up but i dont have them on me.. and she says something, like she doesnt get that its a comic about a trash can and a fire hydrant on the sidewalk and they never move and the comic always takes place in the same spot

its an existential comic and she doesn't get it or something and i kind of go off on her and i dont recognize her or know who she is

At the end of my dream I come out of a well. I have a seperate me who isn't me and is a young girl and then an alternate me who is a young boy learning to play the guitar. When we come out of the well the young boy who looks kind of like Ed starts playing a song on guitar and singing like he just came up with it after the journey through the well. The girl is sitting on the grass  watching him and so is Kathy Bates. Kathy Bates is a sort of mother figure. I remember her being in other dreams before. The end dream is like a movie where something supernatural-esque goes on and then they finally end up in a safe place at the end.

In the well there was a sort of arcade we had to go through.

After I wake up I go back to sleep-

I dream I'm going to work and I go to John Cremona's apartment. He has a ton of birds and different animals. His hair is longer and he seems younger and a bit more serious in a way. I am sitting there and at first we are talking and then he goes into the other room to do something. Eventually Glinda comes in in a hospitalish gown and is surprised to see me and looking for John. A nurse comes in and the apartment seems more like an office or a waiting room. I realize that I havent gone to work yet and that my lesson time isnt until 4 30. I go downstairs