listening to a song by britney spears during her conservatorship, it sounds different , her voice sounds good,

its fall

at my parents house but its a big old dark colonial type house and i go into a little room to play some kind of music and somebody starts putting the window down from the outside and its maggie clune and she says hey jessie and i say hey 

and  i walk outside and we walk over to her house and she has this big dapple grey horse and he comes running up to us acting like  a puppy and i ask her if she rides him and she says she does and i want to ride him so bad and i ask if hes a girl

and her dad is out there and says no hes a gelding and thyen lets two little ponies out of a gate and they are two tiny little white ponies 

i love this horse and want to ride him so bad and want a horse so bad 

i am some kind of japanese man and i get out of some situation like im leaving the matrix and i'm being real daring with buildings and laws... i am on a roof of this building and i kind of jump off the side and am hanging off and i am with a girl and the girl is britney spears. there is a window and i pull the window out cuz its on a hinge and slides out toward me but im hanging off the ledge and trying to swing in through the window and thinking i have to jump but knowing i might not be able to make it if i jump and i might die and realizing im dreaming and wondering if i will die even though im dreaming and not being sure and keep pushing off the building and swinging back- then i realize i can grab onto britney spears hair and pull myself in so i do.

before that go out to dinner or drinks with richard pryor but he is really half obama and mostly obama and im not quite sure what our relationship is but he gives me good advice and is very smooth.

this was the night before last.