i dream i've overslept until 11 and missed class. i start dancing to 20s music in a hallway, tell grant the waves are different. i start wheezing because i smoke so much.

september 29th 2009

I am at Maria's house and I start playing beerpong with Matt Zaccari, only I spill all the beers off the table by accident and Matt starts yelling at me to clean it up, only I can't clean it up and I feel like everyone is sort-of yelling at me and definitely dissapointed, it seems like a big deal...later on Grant is eating peanut butter out of tupperware, I take a spoonful of it and he says oh well just eat all of it, why dont you, i can tell he really wanted that peanut butter, and feel a bit discouraged