last week living room erik stabbing

in the living room in norwell with my parents and my brother erik and i am on the couch and my mom is over by the fireplace

and she says something to me , judgemental , mean, something that really gets to me and makes me angry and very emotionally upset

and erik is on the couch just laying there next to me maybe sleeping and i am upset but also realizing this is a dreAM

and so i start stabbing him because i know its a dream and there is red blood and even then i dont stab him too much because i know its a dream but i dont want to kill him

and then he is getting up and putting clothes on and staggering around like he is just getting ready to get his flight back to japan, very non emotional

and my parents are freaking out and im suddenly realizing its not a dream and i really stabbed him and im the bath room sobbing and freaking out and cant believe what i have done

and i wake up and realize it was a dream

8/29/15

Same night as cat power dream....

I see carol Ann on a couch dressed cool in a grey shirt and jeans maybe only slightly self conscious, I see her there, not exactly sure where we are but realizing she grew up at emf in the same way I did, so maybe we are at emf, like she is coming back and exposing how she knows everyone here and they all know her and she used to be here before me and knows all about everything and everyone

What a wonderful dream for me!

Frankazoid is meeting my parents seems like reality but also some kind of strange dimensional reality where I can see all the people/ activities on one plane, almost like we are skyping with my father....when frank as sees him he starts writing an equation backwards on his forehead and my father is reading it and not quite agreeing but there is an understanding, e=mc ? My mother and we are on the couch, in a strange but familiar high apartment (who is visiting who) she is impressed by the franks foreheads writing skills,

We are hugging or brushing each other's heads

I go to the frank as apartment which looks like Sherlock Holmes apartment or the high room in a nightmare before Christmas, with a similar palate to the previous dream room, Browns and yellows and maybe some deep reds- maybe he is lying down when I first come in, it is like the emf room but different orientation like turned to the side so one wall is all windows, there are candles and fabric and mirrors and a wood table. Karen is there in mirrors maybe but then I see she is there in the room and I'm. Not sure if this is real reality or virtual reality but it seems like she just wants to be there and observe us and the frank as says this is ok and I am ok with it in that I don't want her to hate me, but it is a different reality in the dream, 

I wake up and see the frankas is there and I have fallen asleep

Night before last I am on a couch in Ricky's apartment. Its like his old apartment only the couch is in the bedroom and where the kitchen is is where his bedroom is now. I don't go into the bedroom but I am there and then Rob Potylo is there and he is next to me on the couch. Ricky comes in and he is going to leave to go into the bedroom. I don't move and he gets pissed off and then goes into the bedroom but doesn't bother us. I stay on the couch with Rob and then there is something like love-making.

I'm at my parents house with Vince and its like he's taking care of us all at my parents house. Rob is there sitting on the couch in the living room by the window. Vince gets up at some point and I know then hes been lying next to me on the couch under the sunflower painting. He is wearing very short shorts at first I think maybe his underwear but they are just short tennis shorts, more like womens' clothing. Dave is there or not there and we get into an argument about Dave. I say I think he's content living his life the way he is living it and will continue that way and Vince is saying he needs to change or that he's doing something wrong. I think we are eating ice cream, maybe banana cream made from the blender.

i walk into a dark room where people i know are watching a movie. i sit down next to will, who is there,and he puts his arm around me. when the lights go on everyone knows we are together. it feels nice.