chris car money

out to dinner somewhere with people and chris its some kind of venue like a casino and the waiter is saying you can test drive this car for $1,000 and chris gets a look in his eye

and wants to the car

i try to mind my own business and look at the table


(( last night before chris falls asleep he is sleep talking... saying there is a lot of people there...(i ax him where...) ... chris's parking lot ))

august 2018

beets growing off a beet tree in my parents back yard

av chris sending me a message through another person somehow <3 p="">
kim catral showing up to a fancy dinner and sitting at the same table as sarah jessica parker but sitting far away

i am some kind of japanese man and i get out of some situation like im leaving the matrix and i'm being real daring with buildings and laws... i am on a roof of this building and i kind of jump off the side and am hanging off and i am with a girl and the girl is britney spears. there is a window and i pull the window out cuz its on a hinge and slides out toward me but im hanging off the ledge and trying to swing in through the window and thinking i have to jump but knowing i might not be able to make it if i jump and i might die and realizing im dreaming and wondering if i will die even though im dreaming and not being sure and keep pushing off the building and swinging back- then i realize i can grab onto britney spears hair and pull myself in so i do.

before that go out to dinner or drinks with richard pryor but he is really half obama and mostly obama and im not quite sure what our relationship is but he gives me good advice and is very smooth.

this was the night before last.

I must have moved to new york and I am moving into an apartment which is a room in a motel like the one me and ricky stayed at in york maine. Alex and chelsea have been living together in one room and i am moving into the next room over. maybe alex has moved out. chelsea and i are combiniing our rooms and someone is there with us. I have my room all decorated and stuff and the other person asks if my rooms always look like this and chelsea is saying yes, always.

then I am with paige or am i still with chelsea. we are out in the city but it looks nothing like new york. we are with john and maybe grant in a group and they are going to eat somewhere and ask if we are coming but chelsea says no and we go off. I feel bad for not going to dinner with them and I am saying this to chelsea when a car pulls up and it is john and everyone. I think maybe this is a ritzy group and thats why chelsea doesnt want to hang. They are going to J.crew for dinner and since I feel bad we decide to join them.

J.crew is a restaraunt and I reealize we are with someone who is supposed to be alex wilson and that he only eats at J.crew. I look at the menu and there is nothing I can eat so I don't get anything. John looks uncomfortable and I realize this is a rich kid thing. Also, they don't serve alcohol and I want to leave.