i am sleeping at anson's and i dream he and i and megan are all hanging out in his room. it is after everything has happened but some time ha passed. we are sitting on the floor and megan is saying how she has a new boyfriend but she doesn't know if she'll ever get over anson. she is trying to flirt with him and only trying to veil it very flimsily. i am watching anson and he doen't act openly into it but i can tell he is into it. i start to wonder if they even notice that i am there. i don't or can't say anything. i try to act like i'm cool with it.