september 15th 2009

IT IS THE DAY OF THE LOCK IN, WE ARE LOCKED IN IN THE DARK, SOMEONE IS SMOKING A BOWL OF POT oops caqps) I think maybe ishmael he passes it to me and i take a hit, a girl who is a mix between caroline who dates thomas and victoria nicastro starts but who is supposed to be hirona starts screaming and yelling about this, i tell her its ok that i have smoked a lot of pot before and i wont get wierd and be unable to hang out with her and then she thinks it is ok, after this i realize i have forgotten to bring absolutely everything, i ask if someone can bring me materials or if i can go get them but no one will help me, finally max comes and i secretly get in the car with him to get the materials, he is very drunk and the parking lot becomes an icy ocean, we nearly die continually swerving around big blocks of falling ice, we are ok however and keep driving,

then alex is with us and max miller is driving and we go someplace alex wants to go to a restaurant after, max doesnt feel well, finally we dont go and i end up at home, max is in my fathers office and he says something demeaning to me, something about how i hit on scott debus or something, he says he is not going to the restaurant and going to the lock in now, what time is it i say and he says it is 3 oclock and i have slept all day