Thursday, December 16, 2010

i dreamed i had a bicycle that recorded how far i had biked. thats all i remember, although, for some reason it seemed like the bicycle was stationary.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

catchup dream excerpts from the past month

in one dream i am looking at a one or two bedroom apartment in charleston and thinking how beautiful it is and how much i want to live there but then i realize i have no money and i dont know how ill pay for it and i consideer trying to rent it for one month only.

in another dream i've forgotten to lock the doors and i come home and the living room (at nane's) is completely wiped out, nothing in it at all and i realize that someone came in and stole everything and that it was all my fault. i am so scared. then andy comes and says oh well, we couldnt sell any of that stuff anyway. i am very upset with myself.

in another dream i've slept with someone, maybe anson and then i am on a bus with will or an airplane and i keep trying to talk to him and grab his sleeve but he won't talk to me.


* in other news i saw a dream interpreter on the tyra show who said that a house in dreams is supposed to represent oneself!
i show up at this sort of party type thing in a big gymnasium and i am the life of the party. a lot of dorks from highschool are there or at least kim marchand is. when i first come in anna, my manager at papagayo is having her hair dyed by someone else. she knows ive been fired and i can see that shes afraid of it being awkward so i am really nice and normal to her. then i go over to another part of the gym where there is a group of people in a circle and i start dancingn around, sort of doing the flipping card dance that maria does. there is a blonde guy in a wheely chair that looks sort of like this guy that had a crush on paige, will something and he says "jessie" and i turn and look at him, suprised he remembered my name, and he says it again. and then i wake up and realize that sonya is saying "jessie" outside my door because i have to lock her out.

Friday, November 12, 2010

in one dream i am watching the guy from modern family and he is on jimmy fallon and i am at the show or watching it. it feels like i'm there but i know its on television. he is going to perform something and he comes out in a blue body suit and then he gets totally naked and its shocking because i know that its airing live on television

Thursday, November 4, 2010

i am in charleston only it is nothing like charleston. there are no houses or something. everyone is planning to leave. i have come to visit but everyone is driving to new york. john and alex and maybe will and chelsea are all planning on driving to new york. i may be moving in or out of charleston. i keep trying to find people that aren't there. i feel like they are planning this trip to new york behind my back or without me. i feel left out.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

when my cell phone alarm is ringing i am dreaming that there is a kind of zapper called something like a stinger where you twirl your hair after you've gotten highlights (as if you are twirling it through a metal detector) and everytime it detects a brown streak of hair it beeps (the alarm noise) and turns the streak blonde. in the dream this had been in existance forever and i had just never realized what it was before. i was on a trip with abunch of people, john, will, animals. i thought i moved from orrs court but it turned out i hadnt but we still couldnt find my house. someone else had a house nearby, on spring street. going to my house we were told there was a car bomb and shit was going on and that we should stay out of the street. there was a black dude riding in a red suv and some other cars. something about or with anson. at my house i have th cats there and then there are three puppies in my backyard. i think they are the actons but they have followed me here. we seem to be coming back from being away a long time. at the beach someone takes my shoes and i keep asking who took my shoes. at first i think it is john. then it is will who has taken my shoes and i realize he did it because he likes me and he thought i would have to come find him in order to get them. i feel bad for ruining it.

Monday, November 1, 2010

first i am with tory and someone else, maybe sara silk or maybe thats not until after, but we are sitting at a table and i can't understand why they are so boring or why i am so bored. then i am looking at sara and she is talking about working or something and i notice she has gained weight but she seems really upbeat and happy. i think we are in marthas vineyard or something. then we have to get on a bus, i think to go to the beach. will shows up, or anson, i think anson is there and somehow we are not in sync or we are trying to find somewhere where we can be alone.