had a weird double chin i could not change. decided it was from drinking and will no longer drink.

Sara silk is there at some kind of building / outdoor event we are preparing a show almost a live show kind of like SNL and our parents will be there almost like we are going to go live on air, I am telling her we can dothis one thing I have prepared, feels like I have this whole set prepared, not sure if it's a comedic skit or music, seems like I have a whole musical set prepared but I am looking at her like we are going to do it together and like I have it all in my head and we are about to have to go, there is some kind of time pressure following when we start like it's going to be broadcasted, I had this brilliant idea and feeling like we could do it in sync and we would know how to do it, but as we're about to begin I am starting to doubt myself and thinking I can't remember or maybe I will forget the whole set, the whole plan, there are lots of people around like its a live performance as well. She is wearing glasses I think and we are kind of just looking attach other anxiously but reassuring at the same time about to go forward with this thing and I'm not sure I remember my idea

Very familiar sympathetic and trusting relationship to Sara silk in all these dreams

something with the kardashians, kim kardashian is there and maybe like I am in her family or just observing or am I kim kardashian? a lot of lounging?

(real life- my mom comes in the room and says it is 11:00) i am

asleep in norwell dreaming that my mom has not woken me up and is letting me sleep late

too late and i wake up and i am going to miss asian lady therapy

and there is no way i can make it there

and i am so angry and crying and yelling and all

at my mom

(real life- my mom comes in and says it is 11:30)
( i woke up at 12:00 and made it to asian lady therapy exactly on time)

I I am in prison with my brother or Travis and for some reason I've got all this stuff and I keep getting all the stuff together to go when they

let us out and feeling like i am going to miss when they let us out

and i have all this stuff like all these clothes and knick knacks and not sure why i have all this stuff

when i know i am in prison and not sure how i got here but like i just got put in and theres been almost a mistake and they must be letting me out

the prison cell is more like a dorm room or elderly rehab or nursing home center room

and i am sharing it with my brother or travis
and then this elderly black lady comes in and she is sharing it too

and we are not quite getting along maybe

i am trying to make sure i dont miss whern they let me out and maybe will miss it if im in the cafeteria

feel like im always missing breakfast but making it to lunch and fearing i will miss when they let me out

while i am in the cafeteria at lunch

and worried about being in prison i guess

aND THEN somehow i realize that i will be getting paid for all this time ive spent in prison it is

almost like a paid vacation or closer to unemployment because somehow i realize

i will get money for the time, weeks, ive spent here

and i start to feel not so bad about it


but i dont remember getting let out

going for a drink with my mom at some bar and then my little cousin brandon shows up and its like we are bonding or i am kind of taking care of him i feel his weight like i am holding him on my hip or holding him up or we are connected somehow,  i can see him showing up, like he's showing up in the yard

maybe we are at a family event now

Ran into Sara silks mother in a bar somewhere or was looking for her for something I think maybe I was with Sara and we were looking for her-

Going through bags of empty 35 cents utz chips bags and one (sour cream) is unopened

Hotdog! (Wonder if this must be true somewhere in "real life")