(gma night # 2 in hospital)

i've just moved into a little apartment which is actually just a room exactly like my childhood bedroom. i live in a town which seems like a pseudo-charleston. i think about how no one will want to come over my house. then i am at a writing event in this building that has ne large table we sit at. i dont go over any writing. i get involved with terence bohan and sleep with him. either he turns into rick or i find rick later, but rick is there. he has pot and comes to my apartment. i see andrea mcgrath on a couch and she has pot and we smoke out of my chillum, which is hers in the dream. i end up moving back into the same aparment after i've moved out and i hate it, i sill something all over the bed, or the cats do.

i dreamed i had a bicycle that recorded how far i had biked. thats all i remember, although, for some reason it seemed like the bicycle was stationary.

catchup dream excerpts from the past month

in one dream i am looking at a one or two bedroom apartment in charleston and thinking how beautiful it is and how much i want to live there but then i realize i have no money and i dont know how ill pay for it and i consideer trying to rent it for one month only.

in another dream i've forgotten to lock the doors and i come home and the living room (at nane's) is completely wiped out, nothing in it at all and i realize that someone came in and stole everything and that it was all my fault. i am so scared. then andy comes and says oh well, we couldnt sell any of that stuff anyway. i am very upset with myself.

in another dream i've slept with someone, maybe anson and then i am on a bus with will or an airplane and i keep trying to talk to him and grab his sleeve but he won't talk to me.


* in other news i saw a dream interpreter on the tyra show who said that a house in dreams is supposed to represent oneself!

i show up at this sort of party type thing in a big gymnasium and i am the life of the party. a lot of dorks from highschool are there or at least kim marchand is. when i first come in anna, my manager at papagayo is having her hair dyed by someone else. she knows ive been fired and i can see that shes afraid of it being awkward so i am really nice and normal to her. then i go over to another part of the gym where there is a group of people in a circle and i start dancingn around, sort of doing the flipping card dance that maria does. there is a blonde guy in a wheely chair that looks sort of like this guy that had a crush on paige, will something and he says "jessie" and i turn and look at him, suprised he remembered my name, and he says it again. and then i wake up and realize that sonya is saying "jessie" outside my door because i have to lock her out.