Monday, November 30, 2015

in some weird kind of alternate world EMF and there are two glass frames on the wall with that black velvet background and the white letters you can change arouind and in the frames it has several different times a day, 11:00, 3:00 and next to it "rabbits, and other classes....

what is the class i am deciding i am going to? it is at 11:00. it is something like meditation but i think it is not meditation...

i am lying on the ground and frankas is sleeping and i am kind of laying on him and he isn't really frankas he is someone else and he doesn't want to do anything with me and i am thinking, i am going to take this class, maybe it is hypnotism?

cg is walking around

then i am in a room looking at joe mccarthy who is sitting in a chair and has a wig on, it looks kind of like his normal hair but longer on the sides and black, he has white face on and he has bright red all over his mouth or starts to put it on...

he is talking about something he calls 'independent' i look over and realize the fake frankas is there next to me and he is very doubtful about this scene and joe's story...he asks joe what the 'independent' is or joe starts trying to describe it

i tell joe he looks like hitler like a hitler clown and he does look just like that he looks very funny


*in frankas dream he was getting evicted from EMF 'TOMORROW' for posting a picture of the landlord with a hooker...he didnt know who the landlord was or that he had posted that...they said yeah, well it was a street photo but he was in the window of the barbershop

Tuesday, November 24, 2015

Right before I wake up I am wearing a wig beard sitting across from someone like john stephen Dwyer trying to do a skit and my friend also has a beard but I'm reading the script saying no my wig had me itchin like a mad dog this morning like a bad dog, my beard had me scratching like a hyena and they are kinda laughing and I am hoping we are filming this before I realize it is a dream...

Traveling stunt outdoors with Dave tree and planning to go see Chelsea in New York and getting in contact with her, trave,ing around with Dave tree feels like going around the neighborhood like Scott kitchens in the summer in norwell

Before falling asleep had an idea for a screenplay where frankas and I are Siamese Twins and we both want different careers I am thinking maybe one of us wants to be a dancer and the other does not.

Tuesday, November 17, 2015

Handwritten dreams September





Right before I wake up I am at some kind of fair ground by a river with my brother and mother and Leslie and uncle Andy and some woman they know with strawy bleach blonde hair in a scrunchie ponytail and a white dress, we are standing in front of a glass wall of different pizzas in each glass box I am thinking I 
Want to get the Quartz kale pizza and the salmon pizza, I thought nane was going to be meeting us too but she is not there so I wonder if she is dead and no ones told us yet, my brother is being annoying in his management of events style and I'm wondering if my mother is hating him and this is why

Before this I wonder if Travis turned intomy brother

Because before this 
We 
We're on some kind of tour and there is this Malaysian place on the street, seems like New York maybe, where you can take food and once you have you're doing the buffet and Travis takes some food and I see him so I decide to take some but then we have to go load stuff in the car I take some red cherries with liquid I think they are called hot cherries and mixed them in with rice and they were very good I was trying to get back to the buffet to get more food but the next time we passed there wa no food outside anymore and then again later we ended up going in but something keeps keeping me from getting the food and being able to eat it

Last week I dreamed I was with jonathan and that Lindsay had died.


Thursday, November 12, 2015


I am at some kind of lesbian parade and maybe dressed like Amy wine house but there are other girls definitely dressed like amywinehouse and trying to impersonate her and sing like her but also crying and I'm not sure what I'm doing there or if I'm trying to sing like Amy wine house or if I'm just mourning her and hoping to see her- I leave the parade and go to this kind of sea side bar big open room and Jonathan is there and Lindsay and my psychiatric nurse Tara, Jonathan is talking about this Mexican place we love to go to in the city and we decide we will all go and we get there and there is some kind of new drink which is bright red and called something. That begins with an s and very strong. I am thinking whether I should get the new drink or a regular margarita. The new drink is on a pedestal in the bar and I guess Jonathan's goi g to get it. I am worried we will get the psychiatric nurse too drunk and I see her eyes crossing.

Before I find Jonathan or around the same time Mars Jupiter is there and we go to some upstairs outdoor beach bar and he is thinking we are going on a date or something and I have to leave to avoid him.

Wednesday, November 11, 2015

I am on a journey some kind of art tour with Antonia and coriander and we are on a big bus with other people on the bus also who are not on the art tour. I can see the art in the bathrroom, sometimes the bus seems bigger than a bus and more like a building by the large bathrooms which we have been doing art in, there is lots of black, big birds on paper and the birds are colorful neon like primary neon color with black painted all over the background and Antonia has some pieces of hers like this too with lots of black negative space. We are on the bus and we stop and stay at Amanda's house and I think thrones grandma lives there too and some other women and not sure if Amanda is there but don't think she is, there are big oriental rugs curling up at the edges of the room laid out in the bedroom, the rooms are large, and all the furniture and furnishings in the room are wrapped and covered in brown paper, I am looking around and thinking whe does Amanda sleep and thinking she stayed in the other room. I use the bathroom and in the bathroom there is shit on the floor by the toilet and I am guessing it is to do with something like one of the women is kind of crazy, like they'd are living in poverty but the house is nice and there doesn't seem enough reason for it to be that way...I am trying to use the mirror or the toilet and avoid the shit and its very disturbing to be in there

We get back on the bus and somewhere the bus stops and I know it is San Francisco and I get off the bus and call anson thinking maybe he will show up right there and meet my friends and he answers but hangs up quick and I don't see him I realize Antonia and coriander aren't with me and I've gotten off the bus thinking we must be changing buses but maybe we weren't- I get on the next bus and somehow a while later we all realize we're on the same bus again..

We're making art in a house and then I see the paintings on paper the black and neon birds and Antonia's pieces fractal pieces hanging up on a wall very tight and close together like maybe we're having an art show..

Tuesday, November 10, 2015

With frankas and he is drunk and he gets arrested or I get arrested but we get out of it- I think I get arrested and then get away during it because it's a casual arrest and I leave during it and a wondering if it isn't better to just stay on the lamb- frankas is running around and drunk and I lose him somewhere, we are inside and outside of this big house that reminds me of glen and cindy's cookout- we make croissants with chocolate inside and they are very good me and frankas make them but then I lose him he runs off and I am in the house- somehow I know where he's gone and I go running through the town, it has just snowed and the snow is on the ground but very dry and it's warm out and I go running through the town with just my fathers running socks on and feeling good and warm and it's good running on the snow, I make it to the house and there's someone just coming into the house and I ask him if he lives there and can he let me in and he does and we open the door and frankas is inside with a bunch of people that I seem to know and they are having fun I think I tell them how I got arrested then we are all in a big basement type room and Karen is there and frankas is trying to kiss Karen in front of me but she won't let him but she's flirting with him and I am just thinking how terrible this is but i won't care

Tuesday, November 3, 2015

I am with rp but talking to frankas and telling frankas about how I am having this dream that rp and I are both in separate planes and flying from one part of the world to another in a very short amount of time very easily like the whole earth is a small ball of parts (land) that is easily navigable by these planes and the planes are easy to land and if you fall out of the plane you can do it easily enough to land softly on the ground, you just need to look for land, Rp is only rp for a minute sitting in the other plane but then I think he is someone else or the other person becomes less of a concrete person... I am dreaming this and telling frankas about it and start talking out loud and realize I am dreaming that I am dreaming this and telling frankas about it and really frankas is asleep next to me. So he is there. 

Then I am with some woman some black woman and what is she doing...it is like we are running a cafe or something....some kind of party going on....something very silly but fun dreaming....maybe I will remember,


When I wake up I am thinking of how pleasant my dreams were and how fabricated...

It was doing something very simple with the woman....