Saturday, June 30, 2012

I am at our apartment on 7 price road and Kelsey comes over with some girl friends and Travis. She has a whole group of people and some kind of plan, maybe cocaine. Travis is there at the kitchen counter, and the whole apartment is different, more  like a trailer home in my room and the kitchen. Then I take Kelsey and one of the girls through the rest of the apartment and there is a back way sort of like eves or a basement and in that part of the house its all cement and theres a huge jacuzzi bath tub and then a couch with a litter box on it and litter and cat shit on the couch. Its like I forgot that it existed. Then Taylor Cleaves is there. She is wearing a pink top and I remember her being thin looking when I expected her to seem kind of weird and bloated.

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Right before I wake up I am looking through the windows of an SUV at Lindsay Bohan and Sara Silk and they are both eating long rolls of bread. Before that I am talking to Lindsay in a living room and we are with Lana del Ray. She is hanging out by the keyboard and sort of lazing around. Lindsay says she is one of the pretty girls she hangs out with and we are going to hang out with some more girls but Lana won't make decisions because she's a pretty girl. Lindsay says she hooked up with this girl Doreen who we're going to see, I asked her "more than once?" and she said yes

I am trying to get ready to go while Lana del Ray and Lindsay are outside and I look horrible to myself but not in the worst way- just the only clothes I have are preppy ill fitting high school clothes and my hair is straightened and muddy brown high school hair and I'm wearing a baseball cap and my face is fat-- I think I look like a fat Sara Silk in a way, but then she's in the car when I get outside
At the end of my dream I come out of a well. I have a seperate me who isn't me and is a young girl and then an alternate me who is a young boy learning to play the guitar. When we come out of the well the young boy who looks kind of like Ed starts playing a song on guitar and singing like he just came up with it after the journey through the well. The girl is sitting on the grass  watching him and so is Kathy Bates. Kathy Bates is a sort of mother figure. I remember her being in other dreams before. The end dream is like a movie where something supernatural-esque goes on and then they finally end up in a safe place at the end.

In the well there was a sort of arcade we had to go through.

After I wake up I go back to sleep-

I dream I'm going to work and I go to John Cremona's apartment. He has a ton of birds and different animals. His hair is longer and he seems younger and a bit more serious in a way. I am sitting there and at first we are talking and then he goes into the other room to do something. Eventually Glinda comes in in a hospitalish gown and is surprised to see me and looking for John. A nurse comes in and the apartment seems more like an office or a waiting room. I realize that I havent gone to work yet and that my lesson time isnt until 4 30. I go downstairs 

Sunday, June 17, 2012

Something to do with the Channel...Joyce was there, I think I was crying and trying to talk to her. Maybe there was water or flooding and stairs and staircases. Some kind of delivery trying to get done. I overslept.

Sunday, June 10, 2012

I'm going on some kind of camping river trip and I'm texting Lenny about it because I know he's going and he's texting me back that he's cool with me being there and that its not a big deal...I'm going out with Jeff Goldblum and he's a little over-concerned with me...when we get to the camp site its on a cliff over a lake or something and we are going to jump off the cliff all in a blow up raft I guess but there is a woman there who is somebody's mom and like the camp mother I guess and she is saying how we don't need to use the raft necessarily. I am immediately under the covers in this bed thing with Jeff Goldblum and we are just getting really revved up but never having sex. He leaves at some point and I'm wondering whats going on with Lenny and if anyone's noticing us under the covers on the cliff.