Saturday, January 30, 2010

my family goes on a trip to a special cove like place that is sort of like iceland or antartica, it is all white and snowy and centered around an ocean, only it isn't cold. everyone lives in little houses that are cut into the cliffs. al gore is there giving a speech about hating his wife and being upset that there is no coffee shop there. he is wearing nail polish. i am there with my parents and will and two other people with us. will is strong and picks me up a lot. he can hold me over his head. we lay down by the water for a long time. we eat dinner with my parents and they leaver and i go to get wine but the clock says its only 4 30 even though it feels very late. i go into the basement and in the refrigerator there are security cameras and i see myself on the screen, sitting in the basement. later on, i remember i have to go to check on the apartments of madame bellafont (maybe?) i think i have had to do this in dreams before. i remember she was going away and i was supposed to check the apartment. this is in paris though, and somewhere in the dream my parents and i fly to paris. i am smoking a cigarette when i gto into her apartment and i put it out on the rug. when i come back from looking around, i have burnt i white line into her rug. i cover it up with a piece of grey cloth and i hear the door open. madame belafonte comes in and is nice although i think she is usually not nice. then jarod charsewski comes in and i find out he is staying at the little icelandic cove with his wife. i look at him again and i realize he isnt wearing any clothes. a few people make jokes about this and he is pretty casual about it.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

i am in carol anns class, i feel that i've missed something, maria is there

idea: dreams drawn out

hux is a grey pitbull. he chases a cat. max yells at hux. alex yells at max for yelling at hux. nathan durfee convinces me to buy a mechanical pencil. i find my bicycle keys in the back pocket of my jeans.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

i dream i've overslept until 11 and missed class. i start dancing to 20s music in a hallway, tell grant the waves are different. i start wheezing because i smoke so much.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

i am driving around with lindsay and jonathan. we go to barnes & nobles. i have to buy school supplies but i forget. he almost tips the car over three times then he asks me to go to california. his parents are paying and we are going only for a few hours. it is to see someone graduate or something. i am excited because ive never been to california but i have to tell my parents and be back to school by monday. waiting for the airplane me and my family sit on the sofa and have cups of water that we spit into sometimes. we watch this movie where this one guy kills the last guy by jumping on him in the ocean in the last scene. the other guy says wait i need to unbubkle my belt first and then the other guy stabs him in the neck.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

i am at my parents house in massachusetts only no one will talk to me or hang out with me and i am bored and sad all the time. it seems like forever. sheesh.

Friday, January 8, 2010

friday january the 8th

i am dreaming that i have the ability to dream little edie's life. part of me believes i dream it.