Tuesday, January 27, 2015

night before last-- dreaming i was a wrestler like in WWE and wrestling somebody in the ring and I was cold in real life and waking up from being cold, everytime i woke up from being cold (in real life) i was being KOed in the dream and so i knew to be in the wrestling match still i'd have to find a way to "wake up" or in this case find my blanket and wrap it around me to literally go back to sleep to continue the dream.... a study in the understanding of consciousness 

Saturday, January 17, 2015

Bryan gaynor is standing on the street in New York and I am walking by or transported there and I see him. Maybe he is wearing a bowler cap type hat and a monocle over one eye. He is shooting a music video or something and I stare at him straight on or say Bryan for him to recognize me and we recognize one another, briefly and then I forget the rest for now. It is bright out, sunny.

Thursday, January 15, 2015

In rooms with frankezoid and also Karen or someone else. Go back to frankezoid to be reassured, keep going. Most feelings/rooms feel like emf.

Tuesday, January 13, 2015

Dreamed there were bugs in my skin.

Saturday, January 10, 2015

Dreamed inside interview with Tom Brady and Gisele, each of them talking about their stories growing up and each of them revealing how neither of them are very smart. The view pans out to show them both on a couch and they look the same as always but are barely talking to one another and for some reason it is apparent that they are very dumb like cows almost, or it is this mutual dumbness that has brought them together/ made them successful and the show just seems to reveal that 

(Do I get the feeling that their children might be dumb also?)

Someone talking to me about my third eye (like they can see it in the dream) 

Friday, January 9, 2015

Walking through the forest on a nature walk (like Norris but not Norris) with Will and Chanel Graefe, first we are driving there and before that we are somewhere else... The three of us hiking and it's almost like we cross a bridge or there is a clearing on the path and then I see a tree and say something about a branch and (maybe I am talking a lot of my thoughts are scattered?) Chanel says that I am a lunatic but in a kind way and asks Will if he's sure this will make him happy for the rest of his life, something about how it's gonna matter soon.

Thursday, January 8, 2015


I have my moms car or a car, it feels like summer. I drive to the grocery store on the way somewhere else and when I go in I realize the grocery store is in Canada and I know they are going to check my bag. Maybe the grocery store is in a mall but the parking lot is bright and sunny and open and the area all around is beautiful and full of nature. Maybe I am trying to buy fish? I become aware I have some nips in my bag and pot but once you go in the store u can't leave without them checking your bags and I know this. They ask me to go have my bag checked as I'm leaving and the guy tells me to give me the pot he knows I have and I give him my grinder with the buts of glass glued on top. He asks what it is and I tell him it's the marajuana and he looks in it and there is pot in there so he's happy with it. I have more pot in my bag and have given him the grinder instead of the other pot which is the prerogative in the dream I guess (to keep the pot) (bc I don't know where I am?)  I am glad it was a dream decision// Lindsay is around somewhere, maybe there are animals

Dreamed there is a new system where you have to press 2 after the area code when making a call (781) 2- some woman chuckling at me for not realizing this when I am trying to make a call

Wednesday, January 7, 2015

Frankezoid is recording us playing music together, two guitars it sounds like, and he is playing the recordings for people so I know he has recorded us. I am nervous about how other people might react but nothing bad happens. I love the music and I love the frankezoid. I can't tell for sure what state he's in but I see him In his office 04 and playing the music for willow and I hear the music and it is a deep form of communication.

Tuesday, January 6, 2015

I am supposed to perform for something at out of the blue. It seems in a different place, like an outdoor library, and a different town. I feel unready to perform and don't remember performing. Will is there somehow. And Tom is there but different. Maybe it's supposed to be New York. Someone pulls me out of trying to help out inside the out of the blue I think? And tells me about knowing when to leave a place and how I should have left already, telling me how to conduct myself and move art-- it is mostly about being direct and getting out quick. When he pulls me out ( almost seems like Vince but not totally) he brings me over to his car by the side of the road and it's the car and the sidewalk here that makes it seem like New York in my dreams (how New York is in my dreams which is different than it is in real life) -Toms thing , maybe caroline Sullivan is there too, something seems townie about it, but also like a poetry gathering and maybe people are coming to see me, and maybe will is there.