someone, one of my girl friends, talking on the phone to fred in troy, new york....

my little cousin  brandon has a twin brother derek that never comes to thanksgiving, that no one ever sees... (he must be somewhere in ronkonkoma) .... very real feeling

SITTING in the front row of a movie theater with will and holding his hand and happy giddy kind of talking to him and his parents are in the row behind us 

living in austin or charleston somewhere and seeing max and then later somewhere there but

somewhere else talking to chelsea

and she is saying max is doing heroin        but i dont see it

august 2018

beets growing off a beet tree in my parents back yard

av chris sending me a message through another person somehow <3 p="">
kim catral showing up to a fancy dinner and sitting at the same table as sarah jessica parker but sitting far away