Tuesday, May 31, 2011

I am with Uncle Andy and Erin. It seems like we are in new york city. Carol has become a drunk and stays in bed all day drinking and taking pills. She makes odd requests for other people and swears them off if they don't live up to her expectations. Andy tells me she would like it if I read up and dedicated my time to some odd craft like patch-working. I am not sure how to answer him. It seems like we are in a mall. Erin and I run into Uncle Michael and he says he heard us humming in unison on the radio and that he didn't know we could sing or that we were singing together. I didn't know either. I want to listen to the radio show and find out if its us. He holds out what looks like a small rock and apparently this has a recording of what might be our humming.



* a few nights ago I am with Ricky trying to go to a chinese restaurant that is all yellow opaque windows from the outside and on the inside its a vintage arcade with this one game thats sort of like the whack a mole or the alligator game only the puppets are hanging up in a glass box and they all look like Mr. Bill

Monday, May 16, 2011

I. I am about spread the weight of my body across the upraised palms of my highschool field hockey team. Ms. Schad is insisting on it. I have a feeling it may be for a photograph. I am not sure how I feel about this...then I wake up

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

I am at a restaurant with my Mom and Devon. She is singing a piece of music and her voice is beautiful. We talk about a woman named Eki who worked at the public library and wwho I can't remember at first which shocks Devon and my mom. I think we are in Charleston. Devon has too leave and she apologizes for singing so beautifully and for deciding to write a poem because she knowS I write poems. I tell her that its ok and that she sounds beautiful. My father is there at the table then.

I am living in a large mansion with different sections, a mansion I feel like I've been in in dreams before. I have moved into here from another apartment which was a mess. The ceilings in the bedroom are very low and there is one other room attached to it. From the bedroom I notice there is a swinging large door into a main part of the mansion and I go to look and accidentally swing the door and see a woman there. The door swings back again in my direction. Whoever is there is nice to me. I had forgotten that other people live in the mansion and no one seems to own it.

I see Tory on the street in Charleston but she sort of turns the other way. I wonder if she can't talk to me because Ricks isn't there anymore. I see Lily somewhere and she hugs me.

Later on I go to the upper deck (but not the upper deck) with Devon and her father. He seems to get drunk without drinking anything. He has glasses and whitish hair and doesn't remember telling me about the turtle in the front yard. Turtles come up somehow. Devon starts to seem like shes uncomfortable. When she has to leave we leave together and she is getting on a train and Ive handed her a bag of pot and for some reason she has my cellphone. Then she gets on the train and accidentally has my cellphone although she throws my pot back in the bag at the last minute.

I am at the upper deck working on something when Mr. Gray comes up to me and asks me where Devon is. I dont know and I try calling her number and Alecs but I can't get through to anyone.