Tuesday, May 19, 2015

There is some comedy kind of poker night I am a part of and some moley looking guy and also nick from rps act and josh Davis and his girlfriend are there, it is like a vfw hall somewhere. Rp is there at some point kind of fight/playing with nick and I feel like I realize how dark their relationship is

Something has happened to curt Jarva one week ago and he confesses to me he hasn't slept with my mother in a week? He doesn't say this exactly he says something more like ' he's been letting down the family'.... But I know what he means by this somehow, I think I am relating it to me and frankas and the idea of our sexual togetherness, I feel I am aware of this in the dream but not positive

I am sitting at the head of the table on the bear to the camera side of things and the opposite head of the table across from me

We are playing some kind of game or doing some kind of improv performance, Rachel haven josh Davis's girlfriend has some kind of interaction with one of the comedians which I interpret as a misunderstanding 

We are outside in the parking lot and she is saying how she knows she was right about that guy and what she did and everything, how she acted, she didn't let him get away with something...

I am saying we all need to hang out again, but not sure if I wanted to be there in the first place and where I'm going, why I came and what my role is... I am not sure

The parking lot is dark and wet and it feels like summer like I am thin and have shorts on and a shirt over my head,

Reminiscent of one night in charleston where we walked around in the rain and drew on our legs and I had long dark hair with Alex Johnson 

Wednesday, May 13, 2015

At somebody's wedding in a main room in a building inside a trailer park where all these people I know are living- Jonathan is there and Monica is living in a room off the main room of the function hall. I am living somewhere in the area too it seems. Monica has a roommate but she is not there. Who is getting married? We are smoking pot in Monica's room. I see Sarah and Kathleen Kramer talking to someone by a bar, I leave before the wedding happens and end up at this house in the woods, I realize I'm in charleston almost kind of, they are having a computer technology meeting/ seminar I this building I go into which I think is a grocery store and is a grocery store and I see a guy goi g over to a big square boxed area of fruit and bringing the fruit over to thefreesample table area which is set up withweirdsushi which I take and try to eat but isn't very good, then there are sandwiches and all kinds of things but I not sure I'm supposed to be there a woman in charge of the seminar comes over to me and rubs my back, then they take us all outside and i escape through the back fence

(I remember I am missing the wedding)

Saturday, May 9, 2015

Frankaz saying we are going somewhere, rock port? Redford? Something with a ford or a rock or a bed in it...we are in his room and I dream he says we are leaving and maybe we are going for two days

5/3 frankas writes my dreams for me while I do not have mipad


Wednesday, May 6, 2015

Frankazoid is meeting my parents seems like reality but also some kind of strange dimensional reality where I can see all the people/ activities on one plane, almost like we are skyping with my father....when frank as sees him he starts writing an equation backwards on his forehead and my father is reading it and not quite agreeing but there is an understanding, e=mc ? My mother and we are on the couch, in a strange but familiar high apartment (who is visiting who) she is impressed by the franks foreheads writing skills,

We are hugging or brushing each other's heads

I go to the frank as apartment which looks like Sherlock Holmes apartment or the high room in a nightmare before Christmas, with a similar palate to the previous dream room, Browns and yellows and maybe some deep reds- maybe he is lying down when I first come in, it is like the emf room but different orientation like turned to the side so one wall is all windows, there are candles and fabric and mirrors and a wood table. Karen is there in mirrors maybe but then I see she is there in the room and I'm. Not sure if this is real reality or virtual reality but it seems like she just wants to be there and observe us and the frank as says this is ok and I am ok with it in that I don't want her to hate me, but it is a different reality in the dream, 

I wake up and see the frankas is there and I have fallen asleep