Saturday, May 26, 2012

First it was Thanksgiving or some kind of family get together time; Uncle kenny was there and Aunt Kathy I think and my mom and Dad. We had a manatee that started out like a sponge grow-a-manatee toy if there were a real live version. We put it in the bath tub and it got to big or all the water drained or the manatee soaked up all the water. I was walking around carrying the manatee until I think we found a bigger tub, more like a pool. There was a brief scene where I saw a larger manatee jump out of the water and hit a fence and had to be handled by my Uncle and other people- I don't think this was the same manatee, more like a flashback of another manatee incident.

Then I was driving with my mother and I left my bag or something in a parking lot near where we got on the highway and I had to keep driving back and forth on the highway to find the spot where I'd pulled over and left something. I was feeling heavy and tired and fat. Either I was eating a jar of peanut butter the whole time or that swas what I was looking for. We stopped into this toy store/ convenience store and were looking at these stickers that were supposed to be babysitters and they all said Janet on them. Then we found the spot and my mom said oh, i knew where that was the whole time.

Monday, May 21, 2012

I was part of the Ramones in my dream but I'm losing my memory of it...

Saturday, May 19, 2012

I am going to some kind of restaurant with my dad and mom and brother and maybe Erin. When we walk in and are waiting by the door I ask if its a religious thing and Erin I think says its something like getting to the next and next level so that you can eventually enjoy every moment. I say , "like Buddhism, like being present?" It strikes me as a kind of faddish thing. I'm not sure whether the restaurant was part of the philosophy or the building turned into a restaurant. My dad and I walked around the kitchen on the hardwood floors and you could feel the beams that made up the floor through the floor which was like wood but stretchy and giving as if it were made of vinyl.

I am in a car in Sumner Tunnel. All the cars are stopped and I am talking to someone in one of the cars next to me when Robin Williams comes walking down through the cars. He is swinging a bottle of what looks like wine but when I look closer its actually some kind of sparkling water. He is making jokes but I can't remember any of them.

Somewhere at the Cafe or with Joyce and Joyce looks on a shelf and says  "Oh whos is this?" and its my tape recorder that Jason gave me and its recording.