Friday, May 24, 2013

I am going to a big bed somewhere to sleep with Will and then I remember I have my period and tell him and he turns into Olga and goes to the other end of  the bed and says he doesn't have sex on his period.

Tuesday, May 14, 2013


I am trying to get someone to go to New York with me. I am living in Norwell with my parents it seems like but I have the mini-van. I get Monica to say she is going with me but then something happens and she gets weird about it or she won't come for some reason...maybe something to do with pot. Lindsay is around at some point too but she can't go to New York...

I think I end up taking a bus and I show up in New York and its different, its that weird street that is kind of like the NYU dining halls, a combo of that and the weird stretch between Harvard square and central where they6 have the restaurants you can see through the windows and kind of look like a strip mall and there's the weird square type cement step thing behind it. Its night when I get there and I go up or down an escalator.
I turn up and walk out through a series of parking garages and end up in a mall. I am carrying things with me, something heavy.

I find Jonathan and we leave and are walking I think but it feels like a car. We are talking and I am worried about him and happy to be in New York. I ask him who his best friend is and he can't answer. He says he goes over Tyler's often and makes a remark about his apartment and how gaudy it is, as if it is all gold-plated but very small (reminds me of the discussion on Psy and the subtext of Gangam style). We are in his apartment, it doesn't feel like New York. I drop my bags there.

Monday, May 13, 2013

I am walking around an industrial type space with Rob Potylo. At some point we go into a building I think may be a school. I think we come in from an elevator and walk out. Ryan is in the building and walks by and sees us walking together and goes berserk about it. Like "oh now this is whats going on, just great" as if this is a direct affront to him. Rob does not react much and I feel a little weird but try not to react either. We walk outside and either he is following me or I am following him. We go through an area that seems like the tracks of the orange line at Mass Ave. It is different than other dreams in that we don't touch much or it feels like even talk much but there is a comfort somehow between us.

Friday, May 10, 2013


I go over to Rob Potylo's house. I am somewhere else. Some other kind of space exists before this part of the dream...
We are making out. It is like I am in the sun room with someone else right before, maybe Ricks... something like a sleep over where I leave where I'm supposed to be sleeping with this other person and Rob comes in or I find him somehow and then we are together and under covers and blankets and together all night,

kind of like how it was with Blue in a way

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

few nights before the last post

I am on some kind of ship like a cruise ship but with a big ampitheater like maybe the Titanic. My mom and my dad are both there along with a lot of other people. I am holding onto a big shaggy white dog but aware of another dog that I was supposed to be taking care of or was once taking care of that isn't around anywhere and I am partly worried about where it is. It seems stormy and raining. Then there is a little weasel like animal that I am holding and talking to and I think its Lighly and then it runs out of my hands and outside and I go follow it. Then I am around the side on the outside of a house, like maybe where I would imagine David Sedaris was drowning the mouse in the bucket and the animal has turned into a white weasel or rat and is in the bushes and I am trying to recapture it and talk to it and I'm afraid of losing it. I don't know what happened to the ship.
I go over to Christiana's house to hang out and Rob Potylo is there in another room. He comes into the kitchen for a minute and I talk to him briefly and I'm shy but Christiana can tell that I like him, I guess. When he goes back into the room (it seems like there are a lot of people in the room) she says she can help me and I know that she means help me to talk to him or help us get together or something. We go upstairs into her room which is kind of like a fort on the side of the house. Their house is kind of like their real house but different with more rooms and like there are more people living there. Her room has a rickety built staircase, I remember the staircase seeming like it was made of vinyl and could break at any minute but she said it was old, from the 70s or something. Up the stairs is a wood board platform where her bed is and we lay together in the bed and I feel very comfortable with her, almost like she is someone else I know very well already... I relax and joke around with her and feel very loving toward her and can tell she just wants to be friends and that we can help each other and be good friends together. I think maybe she is going to cut my hair. I don't know if we talk about Rob.