I come to see Jeryn. I'm in Paris and she's living in Paris, almost feels like a past experience. I go to her apartment. I'm not sure why we're living there.
Friday, September 13, 2013
Monday, September 9, 2013
Talking to Cliff Peacock. We are on some kind of cruise ship that seems like the beginning of college and turns into Thanksgiving at parts. I am sitting at a table and Cliff is talking to some people and being funny and I'm listening. Then we are in some kind of studio, I have workup against one wall and some kid in the class is looking at it and asking about it. A disney pixar movie starts playing and one of the studio areas is curtained and roped off. When I go by its a hospital room and maybe the whole things a hospital too. When I'm not with Cliff it turns to Thanksgiving and I'm in the sun room and Kenny is talking about how many glasses of wine my mom has had as if 3 or more is a good sign. Lots of people are in the sunroom, little Michael. When I pass Cliff again its by a staircase and I ask him something about how things are going because hes been joking around and seems like things are going well but somethings wrong, he says something that seems like he's paying to get his child out of jail or something. We sit down facing each other and I notice hes gotten a long facial tattoo going from his right ear horizontally across his face kind of like a fish hook but hes not Cliff quite in the moment he's almost someone else. We are sitting on the top of the bleacher seats looking out to the edge where we can see the city of boston, tops of buildings and we watch them crumble and roll under the edge of the horizon.
Wednesday, August 14, 2013
I am trying to get to Maria's birthday party. Its kind of in my parents house but its like a mansion. Maria lives there and she is still with Henry. I get there early. Its sort of like highschool graduation, like everyones going off to college or something, the end of the summer. I get there and am thinking I need to provide music or something and she says she is going to play and I realize she is playing guitar I think and singing now. I don't see the guitar so not sure why I think that. Henry's room is like the rock and roll room she says. I'm glad shes doing something for herself and suprised. This is going to be a big party and everyone is going to be there. Will is coming or gets there. Bobby Olsen and Bryan Gaynor are coming. AJ McBride is standing in the front hall of my parents hyouse and Lara Dennis is standing there talking to him. He morphs into AJ Mcbride or I have to remind myself that's who he is, something like so I can remember I'm not envious or competitive over AJ. She is wearing bright pink shirts and big dark sunglasses and a white floppy hat and a lot of her is obscured so that I can't tell its her at first. It is like shes come to get AJ from a lame situation and shes trying to talk about what they're going to do. A different scene than with Maria which seemed more downstairs. Rob Potylo is there too somewhere, maybe a different dream. He is wearing a colorful outfit, has the tiger hat, sort of lolling around like in a dream world/ state or with other people where he is somewhat at a distance, we don't get close or talk or if we do I don't remember now.
Monday, August 12, 2013
the night before last night, next to rob potylo
Rob Potylo and I are in a car, I am driving. Its late at night kind of like we are coming back from a trip like rob and I's trip to Austin. We come up to this bridge and its bright blue, as if plastic coated in bright blue. I watch as the blue part of the bridge comes off like a weird scraping slithering thing that leaves the under structure of the bridge intact but to the right over the edge of the bridge the part of the bridge that has come off like a skin is laying over the side rails, a blue ladder of plastic/metal like for a tree house. Rob doesn't notice somehow and I tell him to look. I don't know whether to drive or not, other cars seems to be going through but you can't see what happens to them. The blue overcoat of the bridge suddenly slithers back over the bridge structure and we go forward.
End up in a small downtown area like china town and people i know in boston are milling around. I see these lego men with flat pin sized tops instead of heads and scoop them up off the sidewalk, plus a coffee grinder kind of kitchy magnet. Then Vic from Audio Pro comes up behind me and hands me a flyer and says they are having a sale. I guess he works at the place behind me where I think the magnet and legos have come from. Ethan Marsh is across the street and has green hair and I say something to him and he comes over and starts doing lines from some "funny" broad comedy, popular in recent history.
End up in a small downtown area like china town and people i know in boston are milling around. I see these lego men with flat pin sized tops instead of heads and scoop them up off the sidewalk, plus a coffee grinder kind of kitchy magnet. Then Vic from Audio Pro comes up behind me and hands me a flyer and says they are having a sale. I guess he works at the place behind me where I think the magnet and legos have come from. Ethan Marsh is across the street and has green hair and I say something to him and he comes over and starts doing lines from some "funny" broad comedy, popular in recent history.
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Wednesday, July 10, 2013
I am moving out of n apartment and supposed to go somewhere like cape cod with Tyrone and my family. Paul is moving out of the same apartment and gets all his stuff out. I move my stuff out but forget about my clothes and my bed and my cats, edna and lightly, so I have to go back. When I go back into the apartment Rob Potylo is in the empty room around the corner. I see him and we start talking. There is a little puppet man hanging on a wall or on his bureau and he tells me my father is an electric toothbrush. I am holding an electric toothbrush and turn it on and off and keep trying to figure out what he means by this. I keep saying "you're father...was... an electric toothbrush?" I know he means this little puppet thing to be his father. Then he kisses me. At first it tastes a little weird but right after it is nice and natural. He is not wearing a hat this whole time and I cansee he is balding and it doesn't bother me. We hug and kiss and I keep going back to this in my dream, even with the other stuff still going on. Every time I wake up and fall asleep I'm able to go back with him. I feel like Christiana comes in at some point. Its always best when we're alone.
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Sunday, July 7, 2013
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I am working at Audio Pro and Allen is working there too, he is maybe even older than regular, and his name is J.D. He is leaving the shop. There is a kind of broken flag by my bench in the shop and I am trying to move it somewhere. I go out to the front of the shop and stick it under a porch swing type thing that is raised up at the top of the doorway which is all glass and on either side of the doorway are two glass shop window display areas, with rustic looking stuff in them, like a garden display-ish but more wood. I stick the broken sign/flag up under neath this and whoever is behind me says its not a good idea.
There is another point where I am putting something in the sink, something maybe the size of a shirt, something I don't believe will be sucked down the drain but it does get sucked down the drain and my father is standing there with me in the kitchen with a face, or spoken, like "see?"
There is another point where I am putting something in the sink, something maybe the size of a shirt, something I don't believe will be sucked down the drain but it does get sucked down the drain and my father is standing there with me in the kitchen with a face, or spoken, like "see?"
Thursday, June 27, 2013
I'm at my parents house with Vince and its like he's taking care of us all at my parents house. Rob is there sitting on the couch in the living room by the window. Vince gets up at some point and I know then hes been lying next to me on the couch under the sunflower painting. He is wearing very short shorts at first I think maybe his underwear but they are just short tennis shorts, more like womens' clothing. Dave is there or not there and we get into an argument about Dave. I say I think he's content living his life the way he is living it and will continue that way and Vince is saying he needs to change or that he's doing something wrong. I think we are eating ice cream, maybe banana cream made from the blender.
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