Monday, October 29, 2012

Right before I wake up I am with Max in Ricks's bathroom in Charleston. I had a brand new computer and its sitting on the blue stool from my parents house outside the shower (and I see now we're in the upstairs bathroom of my parents house). The computer is covered in water and I start getting upset and then Max comes in and I realize the computer is actually smashed on the top and then I realize the computer is actually a microwave and I don't care anymore.

Its a kind of high school scene. I am walking around-- no I've gone camping, first with Erin Leslie Uncle Andy  and Aunt Carol. First we are at a house getting ready to go. Erin seems very upbeat and so does Leslie. I have to pee in an uncomfortable way. When I am in the bathroom Aunt Carol is putting on makeup in the mirror and is half naked and a very beautiful woman. She looks like someone else. I am trying to remember what she is supposed to be like. Then we are sitting at a picnic table outside the camping house and there is a tent in the yard and I wonder if we've really camped or not that night because I've never actually been camping before (true). At the picnic table it is more like work and Beth is there or I go to meet Beth at the bar and then she is there and we get bright colored juice drinks like I got from the Carribean man at the Veggie Fest in Roxbury (real life). She is ordering food and I think the bartender looks at me weird like maybe I am going to eat her french fries. I am acutely aware that I have no money. Someone else comes to the bar and it may be Greice. 

Saturday, October 20, 2012

I am working at Channel Cafe. First I am going around shops with some other people,I think Pierce is one. We are looking for alcohol. It may be New Orleans. I decide to buy a smoothie in a plastic box like you might buy a candy apple in. I check if its vegan and  it is. It is bright pink like pepto bismol. I end up having to work and Joyce sort of puts me in charge or everything behind the counter only behind the counter is different, more industrial. I decide I'll put alcohol in my smoothie drink where before I wasn't going to.

There is some kind of related but seperate flash back to highschool where some friend of mine is going and sleeping in this special teacher room and everytime she goes and Ms. Keating is in there Ms.Keating tells her she can't be in there but nothing ever happens, because, really,we think, Ms.Keating's not supposed to be in there either.

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

I am in Charleston with Rob and I came there a time before just for the night out of nowhere. I know because I can see pictures of myself or see myself like I would a picture, wearing a big fur coat.

Maria has taken pictures somewhere downtown in "historical" Charleston, dressed like a pilgrim with a blue dress and a bonnet on. Some are just her and then some others I am there in the background in sunglasses and my fur coat. I think I look like Elvis.

I don't know where Rob is. I am wandering around houses. I think I know there  is something going on with Maria.

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

sleeping on the couch at max's in austin

I call Joyce and tell her I will be at work and she says ok and is suprised sounding. Then I remember that it was ok with her if I came back on Tuesday so I text her I'll come Tuesday instead. Then I realize its only the beginning of my second week away and I don't really have to go back to work yet.

Then I am walking with Wes the stylish black man that comes into Channel Cafe, and we are talking and it is more like talking with John Cremona and everything he says I have something to say about and he says something jokingly about how I am one upping everything he says, not exactly one-upping but getting excited over more so and changing the meaning of. 

Saturday, September 8, 2012

right before i wake up i am seeing movie covers and the last one has a bunch of people i know on it including  matt forman and the quote on the cover says "fun but so so dumb"  and his name is spelled wrong. he has his arms crossed andis wearing sunglasses.

Friday, September 7, 2012

I am working at Channel...I realize Tammie has deformed hands and its always been that way only I just now noticed. On the end of each arm she has a few stubby fingers. One is worse off than the other. We are getting ready for some kind of party. This was a few nights ago.