chris lauren michelle bOat

with chris laurena and michelle and there is tension and chris is not like himself normally or he is critical and michelle is yelling and lauren is kind of swaying in and out

and we are all on a boat im in one corner with michelle across from me and lauren is next to me and chris is to the left of michelle and michelle is saying things

and it is like the boat is dropping stories like the tower of terror, like levels of something are being broken through and the feeling of being nearly thrown out of the boat at all times

but it stops and somewhere we get off the boat and we are somewhere else maybe like italy

and lauren keeps touching me and then she is touching my face and i need to get away

chris car money

out to dinner somewhere with people and chris its some kind of venue like a casino and the waiter is saying you can test drive this car for $1,000 and chris gets a look in his eye

and wants to the car

i try to mind my own business and look at the table


(( last night before chris falls asleep he is sleep talking... saying there is a lot of people there...(i ax him where...) ... chris's parking lot ))

dreams from last week johhny two legs lil bleachy

1.

go do a show somewhere on tour like philadelphia but not sure and ive got art everywhere and people are trying to buy it

and not sure i want to sell it or something

and then johnny two legs is there like i asked him to come meet me there

it is after the show and the show is ending , maybe im unprepared, moving art around

johnny two legs takes me to a room full of trap doors and little enclosures underneath the floor and he is showing it to me almost like a segment on 60 minutes

talking about how all these art scene people used to live here in these little rooms and now its been shut down and no one lives there anymore

and then it seems more like new orleans


2.

saturday night --

lil bleachy and trying to get back to lil bleachy but being pulled away by everything else but i guess going to fux lil bleachy

in some kind of social situation

hug for a moment a tiny little body

AT MARIAS HOUSE

AT MARIAS HOUSE, get into town and maybe im on tour but i dont know, im tired and ragged,

go to marias house and its kinda like ricks and patricks old place past the crosstown but smaller, like one room like a studio, full of stuff,

and im there with just maria and then i remember about her other house that she lives in and henry

and then i realize she just kept this house like this is her little house but she is still living in the other house with henry and she and henry are getting married on march 30th

and i pretend like i know because how could i not know and she must have told me

and we are going somewhere to meet people or i go down a street and see people through a window- casey heath, maybe pecan

and back to the house and then henry is there and im wondering how i didnt know they were getting married and i kind of flash imagine maria getting mad one night and then henry

proposing

ADAM SANDLER STAGEHAND GIG CAMPING VENUE

DOING SOME KIND OF STAGEHANDY GIG, AT SOME KIND OF BIG SHOT CELELBRITY EVENT OR SHOW BUT ALSO FEEL LIKE IM WORKING IT OR PART

OF PUTTING IT TOGETHER, ONE PERSON THERE IS THIS KINDA OLDER GUY WITH A

HORSESHOE SHAPED MALE BALDING PATTERN AND LONG DARK BROWN HAIR

HE IS KINDA STANDING OUTSIDE BEHIND THE BACK STAGE DOOR WHICH IS OPEN

AND THEN SOMEHOW I KNOW HE IS ADAM SANDLER AND HE IS JUST NOW RETIRING FROM PLAYING MUSIC

(IN WAKING REALITY WHEN I WAS LEAVING NEW YORK I SAW A BILLBOARD FOR ADAM SANDLER PLAYING GUITAR AT MOHEGAN SUN AND ALSO FOUND OUT YESTERDAY THAT JOE FROM THE JOE SHOW LIED TO ME ABOUT BEING AN EXTRA IN THE HUBIE HALLOWEEN ADAM SANDLER MOVIE WHICH MAKES SENSE BECAUSE HE SAID HE JUST WALKED AROUND AS HIMSELF  AND THEY [PAID HIM 5O BUX AND HE NEVER SAW ADAM SANDLER. WHEN HE TOLD ME HE LIED ABOUT THIS HE DIDNT SAY HE LIED HE SAID HE JUST AGREES SOMETIMES BUT I ASKED HIM ALL THESE QUESTIONS AND HE ANSWERED ALL OF THEM WITH MADE UP DETAILS SO I TOLD HIM THAT IS CALLED LYING)

I GO AND TALK TO ADAM SANDLER AND I GUESS THIS IS SOME KIND OF WEEKEND FESTIVAL TYPE THING-- HE REMINDS ME KIND OF OF STEVE KIMOCK---

BECAUSE I GO OVER WITH HIM TO HIS CABIN AND TALK OUTSIDE THE CABIN AND MAYBE GO IN THE CABIN

I GUESS I FELT A LITTLE SORRY FOR HIM AND THEN DIDNT WANT HIM TO QUIT MUSIC AND THEN WE BECAME FRIENDS 

dreams from the last month -- real housewives new york city tinsley

i am crying because i am a cast member of the real housewives of new york and we were all sponsored through college but tinsley didn't go to any of her classes and failed out of the program --

im seeing all of tinsleys failures at academia flash before my eyes before i start crying for her and then i wake up

chris communal house keys ghosts mother art highschool

at some house where there is some kind of collective going on....

this girls mother died and there is some kind of mansion across the street and they want to make this into some kind of art house

and i am there helping, there with chris valverde

and he is into me i guess and i am relenting i guess,

the girl whose mother died comes up to me and puts about 20 keys into my back pocket

we are out in the backyard

they are small silver identical keys like they all do the same thing

im not sure why shes giving me so many keys but she is saying thank you like i have helped and she is glad im there

and i think mel is there and other people are there

there is a big long dining room, there is a kitchen, the place shifts

chris valverde is picking me up and throwing me over his head, the first time he does this i lean my weight back away from his back after im over his head and he has to sit down on the ground

he makes a joke

he keeps picking me up though and he is very tall and i am v small compared to him

he picks me up and holds me to the side by his shoulders like im a child and i hold on and start to think its nice

we go in to some type of shopping center at some point

then we are right out in the street and kelsey barton shows up with a backpack and a new boyfriend she wants me to meet before he has to leave and they want lobsters and we are in an old familiar

part of the city, boston i guess, then and we start down the street where there is some lobster place a block away and kelsey uses her backpack to slide down a banister

to get there

and before or after i shift back to the communal / art house

and chris valverde has been carrying me around and then he lets me down and i kind of rest my head on his head for a minute and then someone is right next to us and it is his mother

somewhere gilbie is getting into a microwaved meal and im afraid he was microwaved but he wasnt

i am walking through my highschool thinking how some people must never go back to high school but im at my high school all the time for some reason, maybe this is somehow part of the

new art school

in a car with what looks like tori from new alliance and another big featured girl and they are talking about doing a photoshoot for the art house dressed as angels and theyre gonna do it both of them

but they dont incliude me (but i dont include myself !)