There was a tiger in a cage. I was at some abandoned kind of zoo or something in the woods, maybe in Italy . Bright orange tiger but covered in dirt.

3/8/2017

I am taking some kind if business opportunity, there is a job available to me where I can go wherever I want in the world. I consider going to Istanbul. It is like I am looking at a 3D map of the world zooming from one place to another. Somehow I decide to go to New York City and I take a train there. I arrive at this hotel type place and there is an empty room with white tile floor and two sinks. This is my room. It's like a mix between a hotel and apartment building. There is a small window & I imagine falling asleep to the sounds of the city. I notice I am getting the floor dirty. I am happy to be here.

3/6/17

i am at some high school reunion & scott kitchen is trying to hit on me or something , there is some kind of weird connection. then, even weirder i am seriously thinking of hooking up with jason tedeschi , when i wake up i realize who i was naming jason tedeschi in my dream was actually kyle laffin.

it makes more sense?


i am walking around a high school/ middle school school ground, gravel parking lot in the dark and finding lots of great rusted metal pieces. i have all this stuff in my car (even more than real life) and even more stuff i have to take care of throw out or take somewhere.

it is overwhelming

3/7/2017

john hopper maccallum shows me  a 'video' of paige in an asian orgy . i look at her and she sees me looking and pulls out of the scene and puts me in a pool where i start swimming.

i am with frankas and he is drunk , we are at the space then we are at my parents place. i am asking hin to make love to me, we dont.

i am observing frankas jenny and karen zanes doing a song in room 3 at emf

janet jarva had a dream that we didn't unplug the mini christmas tree in the tv rom and woke up and came downstairs. we had unplugged it already.

12/18/16

big kind of thanksgiving party going on at my house. lots of people animals and things everywhere.

leslie is sitting at a picnic table outside by herself in the midst of the party.

she is wearing a wedding dress with her head in one hand and just kind of staring at a point in space.

i keep looking over at here from the crowd im in. my mom comes over and tells me to do something,

to pay attention to someone.

i go upstairs bc maybe i am needing to roll a joint or get a drink. i go in my room. i think its a mess.

i see little rodents. it turns out they are gerbils which my mom got for a specific reason but im not sure what that is.

there may be 11 of them.

they are sick or something is needed for them. my mom takes each of them and squirts some kind of orange fluid

in them or on them so they all have a trail of orange fluid. they are running around.

they look like stuffed animals in a way, like stuffed squirrels.

they are always sitting straight up and never walking on all fours.

this is what makes them gerbils.

i take too long in my room or something and then my mom is there, somewhere.

she is holding a sponge and angry. she is about to sponge down an orange-yellow plastic

tablecloth & she is about to cut into me about something i did or did not do.


(wake up & it turns out that my dad is in the hospital again)

amy winehouse is my best friend, shes at this party with me, some kind of family party.

we are partying and drinking. i think she is wearing a white tank top.

the party is partly outside. there is some kind of stage.

i can feel her energy & she is a comfort to me.