Last night eating pizza, at some kind of outdoor party family party kind of thing with barns or clubhouses and a big yard going between, reminds me of Mary lees house or a scene in the vs ysitters club, Jonathan is there... Eating pizza, lots of pizza different kinds different slices of pizza and I am eating one with vegetables tasting very good

Night before last I am sleeping with frankas only he doesn't look like frankas he looks kind of like Ben katzman and there are two other people we sleep with together and he likes to sleep with those people together with us and not just me and I am getting upset...

Night before that I am sleeping with my father but frankas is there also somewhat peripherally and I realize within the dream what is going on , seemingly become lucid 

Somewhere I also have a dream with Sarah Lyle at a restaurant type deal at a table with a white tablecloth, catching up on since she's been married and maybe she gets drunk?

^ am very glad to wake up last two nights and realize I've been dreaming and the waking reality is different

night before last

dreaming i have just showed up in new york and i run into this little blonde girl who i think is killy dwyer (who i have never met in real life) she is wearing a tutu and bright colors or hair clips or maybe has braces, and she convinces me to come with her to her apartment in brooklyn and i do and leading up to her apartment door is a wobbly wood bridge on strings like you might find in the jungle and below us is a cliff and lots of horses and right in front of her door is a horse standing with its face facing her door and barely enough room to go around it and i am wanting to ride the horse and hoping we will be able to ride horses. i touch the horse and it startles and i realize there is a small child sitting on top of the horse and feel bad for startling it but wishing it had not startled at my touch, not meaning to startle it. her apartment is nice and i wonder if she has it all to herself because no one else is there. i am glad that i came with her because she seems very nice and i don't know why i was hesitant to go with her before.

i go to sleep in the tank

in my dream frankas has let ruby rose fox and some guy into his room to take a shower while i am in the tank and i come to find out and am upset mostly at the prospect that he has seen them naked and then i am out in the hall outside his door and i think i am talking to karen for a while but i don't remember our conversation

night of october 11

dreaming about patti smith, watching her somehow and then talking to her but she was talking more so and i was just listening and watching her and then in a situation where we were roommates or going to be roommates it was a room almost like a hospital room with red leather cots and i was waiting for patti smith to come in...and realizing we were going to be roommates here...

woke up and asked frankas if he had just been dreaming about patti smith,

and he said no, but that his mother's sister (patty smith)'s cat (puddy/puffy) had just died that morning,

he had received a text from his mother   saying this

the same patty smith who made rufus


connection?!

Two nights ago

Right before I wake up I am hanging out with Adam Jacobs and his girlfriend he is getting married to maybe they are having a party for their engagement or something but they are having this huge party and the girl he is marrying is like Colleen Colbert and she is really nice and fun and I am having a great time with them and all their friends, there are animals at the party and maybe drag queens and also a big wood stage

When I wake up in real life Tyrone has just told me night before we can no longer be friends and I receive a text message from Amanda telling me she is never going to talk to me again

C'est last vie mon ami

When frankas is falling asleep he is going no no no and I ask him what's happening and he says someone was trying to stick fingers up his butt

Jason tedeschi comes over my house for some reason there are three beers in my parents basement that we share one in an Oscar Schmidt but it is really that other kind of beer that maybe begins with an o and has cursive writing on it and is someone like Oscar Schmidt (the guitar) but not - my parents are out of town

I have to leave to go and meet Sara silk and her friend Lisa and some of her other friends at this movie bar somewhere in hull and I drive from my parents house it is a bar with a movie theater attached and you get drinks and then go into the movie, we are playing around doing improv and when Lisa does improv with Sara Sara gets right up in her face as she's speaking like touching her face with her face and it is very funny and I like hanging out wi them I am somewhat worried about drinking and driving and being neurotic 

Another sequence before that I am washing nane in a bathtub , we are at her house and my mom and dad are there and we are all in the bathroom and washing her and she is going under the water and they are saying she is ok and I pull the drain and she comes up for air and she says this is why I want you to live with me or this is why you are my friend because I'm going blurb bluh blurb bluh blurb bluh blurb down there and then she breathes deeply and says happy new year everybody! And in that moment I think she seems like Marilyn Monroe

I pull one of my teeth out and very quickly realize they were all attached to this one metal band that ran in a semicircle at the top of my mouth and now it's come undone and all the other teeth start coming out and the white teeth pull off first and underneath they are just black tabs but then even the black tabs are coming loose and coming off because the metal wiring has come unhinged and I've just done it to myself and am getting horrified and wake up quickly to realize it is a dream and my teeth are still there but upon waking up today am not sure if I really woke up or just woke up In the dream,

Feeling of clawing to climb out of the dream soup, to realize this as an unreality, similar to the cat power dream

I am successful