Tuesday, June 17, 2014

First I take the bus to New York and walk into a store, I think I see Jonathan. There is a store with bags. And Alex Johnson. I am walking around but find nowhere to go and go back to boston and then back to New York again in one week. I think briefly about how I don't have the money to be spending on this... Someone has an apartment (Alex?) and there is a young asian man there and he comes by to give me a spare key. He has pot smoking things setup on his floor like toy trains or legos. When  I am in New York I am on the outskirts and on the outskirts there are these big colonial like houses that look like they are in a field somewhwere but they are on the outskirts of new york city in the dream. I am walking around and find an alley and at the end of the alley is a fence and boulders beyond the fence and then the ocean. I touch the fence and it almost collapses or is broken. There is a family of a woman and two kids I think, almost like gypsies, and they go on the rocks together beyond the fence. I get back on the bus to leave New York.

Alvan is talking to me about running the office for him since the other ladies he used to have help him are gone (Franny, someone else) I go into 'the tank' area and there is a big blue bench attached to the wall and suspended from the floor. The tank looks almost like an auto-body type place.

I am in France with a group of people like a school standing there with Beth. We are near a highway and maybe just got off a bus. This woman is telling us about how shes seen people come and go and how its dangerous and how you have to act a certain way and Beth does not want to hear it and is scoffing. While shes saying this stuff a bird comes by and lifts her bag, which is brilliant blue into the air and something drops out of it and the bird still has the bag and then it lets go and the woman begrudgingly goes over to where the bird dropped the bag and I am hoping she doesn't throw it away (or does so I can take it) and thinking shes missing the most beautiful thing that just happened by staying focused on her lecture!

Thursday, June 12, 2014

Something like we are talking about how Howard Stern did something rude and din't realize it was rude and people are saying he has no manners but like Robin is pointing out he's embarrassed about the situation and that proves that he does have manners...Antonia and I in the woods, we end up at a zoo and this zoo I've been to like 4 times in the past month. I keep going to this zoo. Maybe I keep going to the zoo in dreams. Is it the same zoo as with the monkey? this time it is more woody and froggy and like the pretend Italy I went to with Maria. there is a frog in the pond and we are looking at the frog. There is like a long river.

Thursday, May 29, 2014

Antonia wearing a SHIRT that says cakes on it and pointing it out and thinking its funny (corrob with coriander drawing circa today?)

Alvan guiding me through a situation

Somewhere at a party like Dave Trees I am in the corner of the front room and have a raised view like I would be floating in the corner...

Travis trying to complain to anyone about something + crying and looking for someone to validate his crying but I don't appreciate it

Tuesday, March 25, 2014

Dreamed the last episode of Girls 'Two Planes', that Hannah gets on all these different modes of transportation and does all this traveling to go through something and suffer so that she has better writing or something to write about by the end of it. She gets off the plane with her story or the end of the episode or the start of next season or whatever. Its Lena Dunham but I guess I'm kinda Lena Dunham the way I know whats happening but I am watching her experience.

Sunday, March 23, 2014

Dreamed Robbie fingered me and then his finger was black but it was also because/involved with how he had a girlfriend or "has" a girlfriend and that was "real" kind of in the dream world so i guess he fingered me instead or I let him finger me because I also knew I had my period. Seemed like it was in a library or between books but I might be getting confused with the Lena Dunham video.

Thursday, March 20, 2014

LOTS OF DREAMS. when I woke up it was lobsters. The lobsters had like personalities or I was giving them personalities and they were crawling on top of each other . I was worried about one on top of the other. I also have an image of my Samick acoustic guitar being broken up at the bottom. Chris G. walking across my lawn in Norwell... he gives me a note and I think its wrapping up a cookie...and the note is telling me to meet Robbie somewhere, to go somewhere and meet Robbie.

Wednesday, March 5, 2014

Dreamed I was with Rob Potylo, we were moving, like we had to keep moving, kind of like we were traveling. We were touching and I guess we were together. It was still like there was some kind of hesitation but I was overcoming it with love and we needed each other like two crust punk dogs riding the trains together. It felt a but like we were in Italy, a bit like me and Lindsay when we kept falling asleep in the Vatican and had to keep moving. At one point we are sitting on a bench together sometimes curled up together and it's almost like I remember reality and am surprised each time were cuddled up in the dream, but were going through something.